I came across this post from someone's blog recently, and i think what she says is kinda true, worth a thought...


Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

Yes guys, can be dumb when it comes to such things. girls dun like things to be open, but definite, even if the truth hurts like mad. It's better than feeling like a fool right? so i'm treating that it's just one-sided till i hear something definite from you. It prevents me from getting hurt.

人生只有这一次，希望我们都能好好保握！


要记得好好珍惜身边的人。不要等到失去了才后悔。



当事情不是发生在自己身上的时候，

我们都常常会不把它当一回事。但我们不要做这样的人。

看东西要从別人的角度去感受，才能真正了解生活。

这样我们才是懂事的人！

We should always appreciate our present lives, as we could only live this life once!

We must remember to cherish and treasure the people around us. Do not only regret after their loss. . .

We should show more care & concern when other people suffer from tragic experiences...

Learn to put yourself in other people's shoes, only then can we truly understand life (:


Keep Going... Keep Loving...

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have got sth really happy to announce. hhaa, i was taught by Zhang Fan lao shi last sunday for my music lesson. He used to coach my laogong!!!!!!!!!!!! oh ya. the laogong i'm referring to is......*drums roll* JJ!! Lin Jun Jie!!!! *faints* hahaha. anw, aft singin' Angela Zhang's Huang Xiang Ai to him, the first question he asked was " how old are u?" he nodded to himself and asked the second qn,..............................." Why didn't u do braces?"

LAUGH OUT LOUDDDDDD!!!

yes, i know i know. i've gt bunny teeth. but what to do?! It's really funny uh. but anw, he said my voice is unique, good and is easily recognizable. 音质好，声音有特色，不过，咬字不清. yes, i can't "bite my words well", hahaha, which means, pp can't really hear the lyrics of the songs i sing. yah, it's sad i know. i will improve on it, no worries. or maybe i should listen to him, and get my teeth adjusted, so i could speak properly. knew i had this problem since young. i can't really pronounce words clearly. lol, what a retard. Never mind. :) Shall practice opening my mouth wider(horizontally) now. but, the main thing is, i'm really really really really really encouraged to sing better now. cos, i've got praises from Zhang lao shi. wohoo! really super duper honoured. WAHAHA, to make it even better, Li Xin laoshi also told me to work on portraying a song well（放感情） and training my "air-flow"(气息) better, cos she said i've got a very good 转真假音ability tt not everybody could have(It just means that i'm able to "change my voice" well), so if i've mastered my (air-flow), i'd be very much stronger in singing. well, anw, hahhaa. wohoo. Shiok-ness luh! I WILL WORK HARD :)))

Singing is my life!

oh.. and Violin is my next motivation now.. Np Strings was cool for the last 2 practices. had contact with that magical musical instrument finally. and is definitely loving it. but i'm sooo tired aft every session, cos my shoulders and hands are breaking~ yes, i'm an ah-mah! haha. and yes again, i shall work hard, and never give up, treasuring every moment of my life now.

Think of pp from the Myanmar cyclone disaster and Sichuan earthquake. how they struggle to survive. they've lost their homes, and in fact, everything. really poor thing:((((( so, pp! Treasure the time u have while u are still alive. Never ever have regrets :D and pls donate if possible.

YO yo! I'm back! Wa ha ha. will be ditching my books and headin' to Orchard to conduct my social expt on next Wed! YAYS! Excited! but, nt really excited on wat we r gna do. cos, it's embarrassing! but, it fits the purpose :D so, ok, NVM! shall update soon! :) oh. sch is boring :(

they look very happy here! hahah! good!

She's Wynn and she stays v near my hse, so i went hm w her once :) she taught me quite a few things abt life. nic e chatting partner, quite a cool girl.. i like her!
She's Tammi and definitely a very very cute girl. i like her a lot, cos she's very nice to the newbies, and.. she's funny too! i would alw laugh when i see her!

This is Xiao Qiang. dun really know him well. cos he's alw rushing here and there. Oh and cos, i v 紧张 when i see him n dun really dare to talk to him.. cos he really looks like my idol - Jerry Yeo!! This is Sheila & Delia, one of my closest colleagues. they are both from Phillippines, and look much sweeter than they are in the pics.
He's Stefano. 3 words, a scary guy. he freaks me out sometimes. but he's also extremely humorous. 3 words agn, i like him.. too!
and yup, the very very ke-ai Tammi :) i've to get her msn fast, real fast.
VILLASITA! My beloved senior. i LOVE her :) She's been a really really nice working partner, imparted many things to me, been really lovely, cheerful and nice. i wouldn't forget her, for sure. muack...

cos, he looks like Jerry杨伟烈, tt's y i asked for his full name.. James Sim Chee Keong. 沈赐强，ok, fine. i'm sure he's nt his bro nw. oh no, i can kill him w my death note now. Wahaha!
That's Marco! He's the salad chef. shuai hor? LOL! and he's tall. wahaha. but he speaks really really soft. i can't hear him whenever he ask me to pick up stuffs or chat to me. and i'm sry i din get the chicken rice for u! Wahhahaaa!!
yes, Marco (polo)... shhh. hahahaa!!!
Chef Michael. The very very understanding chef. He was leaving Ricciotti too. what a pity, right? He's in charge of the eggs stn, i think. (i seldom walk into the kitchen, k?) he has made breakfast(eggs w parma ham and tomatos= fantastic!) i wouldn't forget tt. Thank U :D
The cheerful uncle whom i knocked onto, on the first few days of work. i'm really sry abt that.. but he was okie abt it. i'm sure it hurts a lot, but he din blame me. thnx uncle. he's concerned whether Wf and I eat or not. lol. cute luh..

That's Chris. cool name, rite? She works tgt w Marco. and she once told Wf i was sweet looking. hahaha! a compliment! lol.*on high heavens now*.. but anw, very very nice senior to have. she worked @ Sentosa b4 too! hahaa, sooo coincidental, ya?! oh, and i sincerely hope she'd get into tt job w her fren. i guess there's a brighter future and better job prospects over there .. (:
yes. Wynn wins. ok, i know i'm lame. but anw, forgot to tell u.. she's also part of the yummy-licious pastries team :D
the Ah-bohs. Lol. hahaahhahhaa!
That's Haziq. A kinda cute guy. he alw shows the victory sign. lol. and says hi to me quite often. one word to describe him, friendly... but also cool at the same time.
This is Ken, my another manager. he's a hua chi. lol. no luh, i'm just joking.. and ya, he's definitely a funny guy, very helpful also. hope he'd do well in tt French restaurant.. and get a gf soon! cos.. he's really nice!

J E S S N A : The BEST manager i've ever had. Understanding, helpful and very very very responsible.. i LOVE her to the MAXXXX!
haha! that's my very young shifu. PengKiat :) seldom get to see him at the later part of my working period, due to the different shifts. but he's also a very kind senior. i'm lucky to meet him :D
This is Dino! wahhaa. shhh, i think he's also v shuai. cos he's gt vvv nice and sharp features. & his pizzas are... gooooooooddddddddddd.. thousand-thumbs up!
he is Ah Quack. lol!!! or Froggie. okok, stop stop! he's Chong! i prefer him to smile w/o his teeth. lol, duno why eh? maybe cos he gt tt shy shy look. and his face v square when there's teeth? hahaha! lol!! He gave me many many(7 to be exact) pastries to bring hm. and they were really heavenly!! Thanks sooooo sooo sooo much! oh. and he measures the wt of chocolates often. ahaha!

Ok. @ Ricciotti. one phrase. "i LOVE those days i had with the Ricciotti gang." i LOVE THEM, ok!! and i find it pitiful nt to take pics with the others also. sians. bt anyway, it's cool to know pp that are nt working w u also. cos, i know some "ah bengs", uncles and aunties from the coffeeshop tt i eat, the cleaner for the riverwalk building, the security guards. and yea, i like them a lot too. They are a very friendly bunch. They just make my day.. everyday i work. Hope to see them agn. :)

i've been tagged. so i've to listen to 老婆

1) At what age do you wish to marry?
hopefully before 32?
2) Have you given your first kiss away?
which type? LOL. yes, to my nephew.
3) Who is the person/people you trust the most?
FAMILY
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
erm.. dun think so..
5) If you can have 1 dream to come true, what will it be?
Have a GENIE that can make all my wishes come true! Hehehe. *copied frm DAWN*
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
hurh. wat qns is this? i dun see tt often..
7) What are you afraid to lose most now?
my family & close friends
8) Do you believe in eternity love?
yea, why not?
9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No
10)List out three good points about the person who tagged you?
pretty, sweet & best
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other self?
Understanding, humorous, cute and mature :D
12) What type of person do you hate the most?
Arrogant and selfish pp? aiyo, i dunno luh.
13) What is your ambition?
Teacher? News reporter? Singer? Doctor? LOL!
14) If you have a fault, would you rather people around you point it out?
Yes, but on a nice note.. hee :P
15) What do you think is the most important things in your life?
Money.
16) Do you find it a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Of course not.
17) Overall, do u think you're a good person?
i'm fine.
18) What kinda friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
An understanding & helpful friend
19) If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
my arguementative and anxious nature. and many many many more!
20) What kind of food do you hate?
Brinjal can get the No.1 lousiest food medal.

skipped music class today.. boo hoo hoo. i shouldn't. was lazy and couldn't get myself out of my superrrr bed :( and was scolded kinda badly by Py chae. mama and daddy also asked y i din attend.... okok, i wouldn't skip agn (w/o a valid excuse)!

anw, the main thing was the later part of the day, where i went for VIVIAN KEH's CO performance @ NAFA. Zhiting was impressive today, thou i find her playing 将军令 a bit too fast. but still, great work! & i'd really wanna see Vian solo performance soonn. i find pp who play musical instruments sooo gd-looking.. 好有气质啊!!!!!

oh ya, anw, Bugis strt's chicken rice is yummy! i know tt uncle! he's my daddy's fren! and the duck (ark bei!!)'s skin was sooo sooo sooo crispy! & i had crab at Gu-zai ' s hse ytd! & cake from bengawan solo. i was in heaven when that cute chocolate fell into my mouth! it was really heavenly!! Oh ya, and i had Panna cotta from Ricciotti the other day too. The vanilla pudding is..... WOHOO-licious!!!!

ok, end of post. i love JJ! :D

the 9th of April will be my last day at Ricciotti. pleasant working experience, sweet colleagues and friendly chefs.. but, I shall save my comments there aft 9th. bye.

JJ!!

祝你生日快乐，祝你生日快乐，祝林俊杰快乐，祝你生日快乐！！！

Happy Birthday to U, Happy Birthday to U, HAPPYY Birthday to JJ, Happy Birthday to YOU!!

JJ林俊杰，万岁Hurray！

JJ's b'dae is on the 27th. wohoo!

wanna go to his b'dae bash soo muchh, but i've gt work :(

i love JJ :D

have spent almost 50 bucks today :( cos, i was buyin' sth for my beloved fren :) i hope she'd love it. will be attending her b'dae chalet sn.. yays!!! and haha! i treated my aunt to some charsiew and a movie. That stupid charsiew costs me 8 dollars from Food Republic! What the!! There were lesser than 15 pieces in that packed box. so so soooooooo ex!! Urgh. Do they think they're selling GOLD??! It's just some red pork! okok, i shall stop complaining. oh, the taxi ride home was also %$@#%@#^$&%$#%%!!! even before the vehicle started, it alr costs.......... $6.80! If my aunt was not tired, i would have just forced her to take public transport w me! LOL.

ok, i said i would stop complaining! Well, i shall talk abt the movie i catched today.. it's CJ7!! Wohoo!!! It's a reallyy niceee niceee niceee movie. not to mention the part which made all of us cry. & thou, the ending was very expected, but nevertheless, it's still a sweet & heartwarming film. I wanna urge every kid or teen to watch this show w their mom and dad. it teaches us an impt family value. Never ever say things like. "i dun EVER want you(referring to parents) to care abt me, or tell me what to do with my life!" That's just one of the silliest phrase to say. Yr parents know much more than u.. So, just listen to em, they would never harm u. c'mon, they r ur parents. NEVER EVER forget these 2 SPECIAL pp who brought u into this beautiful world. LOL, i'm giving no lecture.

But, i alw just happen to hear kids who scream n throw things at their parents... in the PUBLIC! if u do this at hm, it's alr a vvv lousy act. & here u are.. flauntin' this to everyone!! Control ur temper, kid!! I really wanna slap these idiots, sometimes. but, well, i can't, and i shouldn't, and of cos, i wouldn't. Otherwise, i might be jailed. no way! jailed bcos of em? no! Hahahahahhas, but of cos, i was jus exaggerating luh, i wouldn't slap my own kid too. Things would definitely go haywire, and the kid might just distance him/herself from the parent. EXPLAIN, TEACH.. that's the way. HAHHAAHAS. ok, fine shall not talk too much abt this yet, cos i'm in no position to talk abt teaching children. cos i aren't a filial one :( but, i am trying to change now. ARGUE LESS, LISTEN MORE :)) LOVE EM MORE too! U never know when they'll leave u.
I don't want to regret only when there r gone........

i love XIAO LONG BAO!!


i hatee Arrogant pp to the core!!

yesh. my long-awaited holidays are finallyyy here. But, i've got nothing to do now. Urgh. I sooo wanna watch Sweeney Todd, but no one seems to be interested to catch tt show leh:( sians. supposed to meet Dawn ytd, but i din. sry Dawn! urghh, waiting for Sy to give me the ans whether i can get tt B&J job. I'm so bored now. I wanna catch CJ7 as well.. oh yahs. KUNG FU DUNK is a nicee movie.. okie, i shall finish watching Mean Love, Coffee Prince & Yuan Lai Wo Bu Shuai asap.

okie, i'm so bored i'm so bored i'm so bored. in fact, i think being bored is an understatement to describe my feelings now. i'm bored * infinity!

AEL exam on next mon. how FUN! It costs 40%...... hope i'm joking now. Totally (ok, fine... not totally. 75%?) clueless of this retarded module.. gonna go crazy these few days with Mr and Mrs Pimples, dark eye rings, flu bug, and wdv bugs on me! urghh..
JIAYO JIAYO JIAYO!

I'm Superwoman! N o t h i n g can stop me! Heard tt?! irritating pests, go go go!

Meanwhile, sooo in love with 星光帮's Judy, Yoga, T.M(Miles), Peter & Stanley. My super super sweet cousin, Step, just bought their 2nd ost.. COOL! Peter's songs are the best, followed by Yoga, Miles and Judy. hope they'll come out with their individual albums sn! :))

& am vv excited now~ hahahas, cos, Wohoo!! wohoo! Wohoo! Mean Love, Coffee Prince, Story betw. Dog & Wolf, here i come! WA HA HAHAHAHAHAA!

Yay! Tml is e 1st day for the chi calendar le! Hip hip hoorayyy!!!!!!!! nice clothes, angpows, yummy food. yay!

urgh. my hair suck. i look like a pumpkin/mandarin orange/orange clock/cyborg now.. urgh urggh urghh =(((

wahahaha! i'm supposed to study for my compro test now!!! but i just have a strong urge to update. heh heh. gonna dye my hair agn, on nxt mon... for a new H E A Dstart for 2008! lols -.-"" dunno what colour to dye ! *it won't be green~for sure* regretted tt time.. & i'm getting into TAF club soon. i look like a dinosaur now ;D


yesh, anw, JAY CHOU rocks!! He's super talented :)))))))) i enjoyed myself lots during his concert! my seat was great, thou it was slightly off to the side. but i still got a bird eye's view of him. i think he can see me! hahhahahaha! wohoo! LOVEE him=D Thanks soo much, Stephanie! for the tix! WAHAHA, best bdae prezzie!



Anw, it's SHARANYA's b'dae today:D

"HAPPY B'day!, ShA:)!"

whoo! New Year. NEW idols :)







introducing to all of u...



*drums roll*















Judy Chou 周定玮





&








Kim Sung Soo

anw, happy b'dae to JIELUN!! N Youling. muack

HaPpY BiRtHdAy to DAWN NG!

hope she'd enjoy her day:)

oh ya, i also saw Pornsak on Tues. heh.

WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I saw NAT HO and Rebecca Lim tgt on Thurs while dining at TCC w my cousins. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~~~~~ (yays, i've seen my 2 Nats, LOL!)
My face turned red immediately (tt's wat my cousins said) but, indeed.. i think i really did, cos i could feel my quickk heartbeats.. rofllll... My cousin was telling me this, " hey, look behind u! ur James Lye lookalike(i dunno y she said tt)!" then, when i turned back, *FAINTS!* he was really RIGHT B-E-S-I-D-E me. He looked kinda shy!! SUPERR HAPPY! oh ya, Rebecca Lim is pretty. Now, let me see Derrick Hoh & Thomas Ong! & i'll be satisfied!!!


27 more days to meet JAY! WOHOOO!!!!!!!!! *excited*