meihar! she so funny!!! like her lots too! 5a pp best! i look idiotic in this pic! argh, but put it up cos din have any pics w her le! lols..

rebecca cai and huimun! wahahaha! outside the sports hall aft our badminton training, it's cool to have em arnd in my cca! love emmm!!
and w zhao cai mao, weifang!!! haha, she is still as stressed as ever! but still as cute and lame! lol, she really v ke ai, haha! so happy, really so kaixin to b w em! told u le mah, 5a peeps still the bestttttt!!!
and now, my "bestesttt" fren, she's super sporty n cool.. enjoy being w her totally.. my new idol!! mai xiao xiao, she got black belt in taekwondo, k?! heok heok.. ar-charrrrr!

hellos, these are the new pics! ahahaha, lazy to blog luh.. so let em do the talking!!

Hello! I'm starting to love Ngee Ann le! haha, cos maybe i've somehow adapted to the life here liao le! can be quite cool actually! got a lot of mei nv in my class! wahhaha! so shiok, see em i also happy lor! anyway, i missssss 5A!!! i heard there's a steamboat session on 9th june, rite? aiyo! i can't gooooo! so ke xi, can?! i'm leaving for Germany to attend my cousin's wedding on tt day lor! ARGH.. so, can we pp meet up this sat!? i'm missing u all, so terribly! coss, i just feel more comfortable and natural w u guys! i think i will shout n hug hug when i see youling(my hubby), dawn(bestie), jera(sex bomb), shanny(idol cum advisor), weixin(cutie n girlish), mayjun(sweetie n funniest ger), sianlin(my beloved enemy)!! they r the coolest pp arnd! huishian also! my qin ai de mei mei! and pris, sharon they all! such a pity luh, din see all of em since we last took our o lvl results lor.. i wanna watch a movie w em!

anyway, xiaxue is the coolest blogger arnd, k? i love t read her blog so much! xiaxue, jiayo!

Puisan(a carbon copy of shanny n suyuan!) and the super chio Sharanya(look at her sharp features!)
&& tgt with Phoebe! she's super active!!!

hiie! recently, just picked up myself aft tt bad patch i've gone thru last wk! well, due t some qtss frens' encouragement! Thanks peeps, i appreciate it a lottt!!

Anyway, haven been updating on my new campus life.. well, nothing happening! hais, how happening can i be? sians.. NVM!

ok, i like the bio element(physiological systems) covered in my course, getting to understand more abt human body parts as well as the diseases tt humans can have!

i also like IBME(an introduction of wat my course's all abt).. cos, i get t know all e medical equipment and how they work! it's surprisingly interesting! aft tt, i can help my aunt t analyse her condition better! whee! jiayo!

haha, the main reason i chose this course is t get t know abt the medical industry better also ma, so i can help when anybody needs assistance in tt area! and i'll b so glad!

Btw, i made a few frens who are really nicee such as PUISAN, SHARANYA, PHOEBE, HWEE FANG, DOROTHY & PEIYI! couldn't get t know the last 3 gers as well, as they r from g1.. so, hopefully, more lectures!

ok, here are the pics! omg, i look so pale, fat! n idiotic luh! Can't control my diet lea, i just can't resist the temptation of nice food! I'm fat!n ugly! whee! well, at least i'm not handicapped n i have sweet frens n a great family tt loves me!!!

Anyway, took up my fave badminton as my cca & my s&w module! hopefully, to lose some wt, and t get tt sparetyre off! =DDD

i'm soo foolish.. i'm soo stupid.. why can't i just channel all the energy t e right place? n stop brooding over stupidd things.. i dunno wat i'm thinking.. i seem t have a vvvvvv negative mindset.. everything that goes thru my mind seems t be extremely negative.. why am i like tt? i've told myself a few thousand times, i would really die v quickly if i continue t b such a pessimist.. everybody is having so much fun.. but y m i suffering? y shd i suffer? can't i change myself, so tt i can live happier.. dun take everything t be so complicated n disgusting.. things are just as fine as it is.. hais, how i wish i can change as and when i like.. but i'm a human being, not a robot..
i feeel so loost.. i feel like i'm e only person left in this world.. it seems like nth in this world is meaningful enough for me t carry on w my life.. i can actually just die anytime. in fact..i can die now.. hais, nooooooo, can u stop thinking liddat, CHOO KIT YEE!? hais.. i have my beloved family.. i can't just kill myself lo, stop being so damn selfish, can or not?! u have a perfectly normal life... u are not handicapped, u dun have a shit on ur face, u can eat, sing, swim, run and laugh, so y are u torturing urself liddat! SO SELFISH N FOOLISH! Arghh.. i dunno what i'm thinking, now, i'm scolding myself? when i shd actually treasure my life n love myself? why am i liddat????????????????????? i have a strong urge of killing myself.. but i know i shdn't be so stupid... killing myself doesn't solve anything at all! i must be strong......arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................................................................................................................

jus read a meaningful email.. here it is...

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine.

Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.

wah sian sian.. slept for an afternoon today! gonna b a pig real sn!! nooo! i'm alr a pig now! UHH ZHU!!!!!!

Oh ya! bad news.. My aunt n my cousin can't go t Germany in June! SIANNNN arh! So few pp's gg now! =( Nvm, will try t make the best out of it! Heh heh! See more shuai ge!! Yeah! *lecher lea!*

Went for special service ytd at NP, what the! SO boringg.. The paper stated tt i can leave at 11 wan lea! then wat happened? i left at 2+! so many things t install lo! Other studs in the rm go hm liao n i still need t stay in sch n wait for all those idiotic softwares to load.. Dou yao guai Fujitsu! arghh..

Anyway, lol! met one joker ytd.. he's really funny!! this was wat happened...

Joker: Please type in ur student id here..
Me: Huh.. Why is there an S in front? (i din noe it was supposed t be there!)
Joker: Ohh! cos there's an S in front..

PUKEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Was he even answering t my qn?!!

Oh no, I think i'm in love!

Argh, they went t ice-skate today! and i .... can't go!!!!!!! Actually, i could have just asked my aunt for permission luh but i dunwan.. ha! cos, i can't reach home punctually wan~ :p

Sians sians.. I have been kinda bored at home these few days.. I can't go out either.. bcos...i've been grounded!! why? Cos i came home late tt nite for the Ecp outing, argh.. it's irritating me luh..

So, i've been actively using my new laptop, Fujitsu's S7110.. which i've bought from Np on the 23rd and yep, i love it!!! the keyboard is v easy t type, the screen is big enough for me and it's extremely user-friendly! haha! but i guess it'll get old v soon, with it's whhiteee buttons! =(( but i just like white! such a pure, clean n innocent colour!!

Anyway, school's starting on the 16th.. not excited about it's orientation progs n "interesting" camps.. But... i'm forced t attend the freshmen orientation prog from the Ece division on Friday, the 13th!!!!(hope it's not gg t be another unlucky day for me).. as for e other camps, it's on a voluntary basis, so yipeee~ i dun have t go!! yeah!! i'm just not tt sociable n friendly luh.. dun expect me to smile wildly for one whole day and intro myself t everybody.. like.... "Hi, i'm Ky, 17yrs old.. hehe! i love korean guys!" *PUKES* Just let nature takes its course...

Oh, but i'm very excited abt gg to Ngee Ann for one thing! I'm taking up Korean lessons! Ah-nyeo ha sae yo, Korea!! Yeah!! Sooo soo excited.. Then, the other thing tt i'm really anticipating is my trip to Germany in June for my cousin's wedding.. in a castle! wahs! royalty lea!! Haha, glad tt my cousin is marrying an ang-moh! a mixed-blood child should be coming out!! yea! sure v chio or shuai wan! yeah! Oh! All of us dunwan to stay in Deutchland for 2 long weeks.. i hope i can go to Milan or Paris lea, e fashion cities! and to Prague for their beautiful + romantic environment and atmosphere... wahs, and meet many beautiful pp there!!! Yeah.. just thinking abt it makes me feel great!!! Hooray!

yepp, only 11 of us at ECP on e 20th.. argghh.. HATE my cyborgish hairstyle!

Jeraldine, Dawn n me in a rather classy toilet.. i like the contrast of both colours tgt =))

Hello!

Just got back from Ecp and yep.. i'm glad t say tt i've enjoyed myself today.. But, i'm not sure if the others did.. i hope they are :)

It's been a really long time since i've last cycled.. eh, around a yr? dunno.. Anyway, we cycled for 2 hrs today for just 4 bucks!! haha! quite a cheap deal! oh yea! suddenly rmb tt Joel din give me my change! hais nvm, one dollar only.. forget it.. *tips* =))) Then, wahs, i love the feeling of e wind brushing across my cheeks.. it feels reallyyy gooood..!!!

After tt, we went t Parkway Parade's Pastamania t have our dinner.. wahs, mine was YUMMY! Bacon Aglio!! nice nice nice!! But, quite spicy.. well, i put a lot chilli flakes inside also la.. so, i deserve it... (by keep choking)! *beli-good!*

Nice Weixin gave me her mushrooms and i also took Dawn's delicious sotong.. wahs! ren jian mei wei!! i was practically dreaming when i ate those!! Should go there agn! Food just makes me wanna lala~~ which.. hais, explains my size... OH NO!! i 4gt to drink Bubble tea! $1 only!! argh... NVM, forget it.. Other bubble teas are still waiting for me! yeap yeap!


Oh yea.. DAE results are out today rite? haha! ok, good luck to em!!! *prays*

Ytd's bbq w 5A peeps was great!!! But, sad t say, a few din turn up cos they had other commitments.. yea, well, hope all of us can meet up agn!! hahs, another sad thing was eh.. or shd i say happy? i was not really playin w all of them, not gambling, not drinking(BEER!), i was busy.... EATING w Elaine, Weifang and Huimun!! Lols.. and i really meant busy munching on all those bbq-ed food!!diaos.. t the fact tt i was being called FAT by many guys... urhhhh!! FAT FAT FAT!! i hate tt!! I need to jian fei le!! *Cries* *CRIES*

Oh, another v v v impt thing! I would really like to THANK Arie n Hidayat for helpin us to bbq e food.. They were really niceee t help us cook watever we wanted t eat! *touched*.. But, they v poor thing, still got scolded when the pit caught firrree! It was quite scary actually, cos there was a tree beside e pits! Diaos! really scary! but, well, it's not their fault entirely wat.. there's a hidden story behind wan.. dun wanna say out names.. but, wat i would like t say was, they really dun deserve t be scolded.. they helped us afterall!!

in raffles hosp. these few days and i'd been having sleepless nights there... Well, hoping everything was gg well for my dearest aunt.. it's v sad to c her liddat.. so weak n helpless.. but luckily, she's discharged todae, yea! went home w her jst nw.. yippee!! home sweet home!!

hahahs! luckily, Just Follow Law is not a bad movie.. yea, i've watched it.. very funny at sum parts.. esp the indian security guard! i love him!! He's super super funny!! love him!! i want to cycle!!!

There's soo many movies that i wanna watch!! Firstly, Letters from Iwo Jima (directed by Clint Eastwood!! woohoo!) Secondly, Happy Never After!! Thirdly, The Pursuit Of Happyness!! And Lastly, I'm a Cyborg, but That's Ok! (Rain's first movie!!!) yipee!!!

While tonight, i'm watchin Just Follow Law!! My cousin's bf is paying the tix, sooo, y not jst catch it?! i dun lose anything!! hope it's nt gg to b a lousy show!

Hihi!! i'm here to blog again! hao jiu bu jian! hehs!

Few days ago, i went to Wing Tai with Jera, Huimun and Wel.. It's at Kovan.. and i've never been there b4 and guess wat!!! i saw my idol!!! NAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arhs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i totally went crazy!!! i was so afraid.. my mind was totally blank.. all i knew was i wanted to take a pic with him so badly.. but i dun dare to approach him!! so, we told wel to ask him la!! and then Nat obliged!!~ woohooo!!!!! yeah!! he's so tall and shuai lo!! zhuan dao!! i was happy for the whole day bcos of him!! he rocks rocks rocks!!



Then, i went to Jera's place today.. watched tv and played Blackjack with them.. diaos! lost money lo!! hahas, nvm.. xiao cai bu chu, da cai bu ru mahs!! lol, dunno where's the da cai arhs? i know, tao hua!! wahahas!! just read many articles and my horoscope very wang!! Sagi, i love u!!! wahahahahas! My health, career, family n love relationships are one of the best out of all horoscopes in 2007 lehs!! yeah!!!!!! BUTTTT, i heard from many pp tt my Chinese zodiac very jia lat, wat chong tai shui or smth? dunno wat's tt lor? then, jera n elaine told me to visit the temple to bai bai!! for wat? yohs! dun b so superstitious lahs!! Buddha taught us tt! What's most impt in living is to b very very very HAPPY! everryday!! but, well.. i'll still take care of myself and make sure i cross the roads with 101% attention.. or else i'll hav to leave the world le... argh! i dunwan!! i haven pak tor yet!!! i haven work!!!

i dunwann!!

Well, i've got back my O lvl results on Fri.. I can't believe i got C6 for English.. i dunno what happened actually.. is there an error somewhere or does my English really sucks tt much?? argh.. argh.. arggh!!!!!!!! i feel like rechecking my paper, but it's really ex! but, i can actually consider myself lucky for passing.. a few frens of mine flunked EL.. which is really sad.. haizz

Anyway, i'm really glad i got B3 for Science.. i guess my efforts for that, paid off afterall... I thought i would fail for nuts... i had no confidence for Sci at all!! Haiz.. Basically, everything came as a surprise this time..


I thought i would get at least an A2 for Math.. but what happened? a stingy B3 was what i got.. If i knew i'm gonna get B3 agn this time, i wouldn't have retaken my paper!! shit~~


Then again, luckily, i got A2 for Accounts n Humanities, A1 for Chinese.. But still, it's not enough for me! that disgusting C6 for El just puts me off totally.. the cut-off point for trm in np, sp and tp last yr was !!!!! eleven!! argh..


NP and SP, do u hear me? i want to get into that course badly!! pls accept me!!

HEYS!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soooo bored.. gonna rot at home liaos...I can't go out also.. =( worried of my sick aunt staying at home, alone... To make it worse, she's always on the phone... diaos.. bored to death le!

I have not completed my New Yr shopping mission leahs!! i have not found a job!! arghhh.. life rocks!!

hahas, it's been a loong time since i've last updated.. Yep, have just ended my one mth plus contract with ROBINSONS.. well, afterall, it has been quite a happy experience.. cos i met very nice colleagues like Rochelle, Peipei, Cheryl, Karin, Huipeng and Mildred.. Lols, i would have quitted if not for them.. and not forgetting super sweet seniors like Yati, Stacy, Jasling and many others! they r really great!! i wun forget them wan!! And also, all those shuai ges from ROB, wahs.. they can b chao ji wan ren mi liao lor! so shuai.. i can melt if they smile and look at me lors!!! *super hua chi* :o

I'm so sick of my job! It's so boring.. i feel like quitting.. There's basically nth much 2 do, nth substantial.. Stand like crazy lor.. haizZ

haha!! i went for my briefing le, nth much actually... it took less than an hour, and i was late again! luckily, the trainer din really realise tt, heng ar!! but still, have to kick this STUPIDD habit of mine, super poor time management and no responsibility at all lor! ARGH!! hate myself, i MUST CHANGEEE!~

Anyway, i'll still have to attend 2 other training sessions lea, but b4 tt, i will work on the 14th Dec!! Wohoo! My 1st working experience! (excluding my clinic stockcheck 1 bahx).. i hope they won't ask me back on next Sat lea, i really hope they dun... =((( But, it seems like i have to really work on tt day cos i work for 6 days in a wk and my rest day would most likely lie on a wkday! humphz! NVM! No matter where i am, i still derive happiness from what i do!! So, it's fine with me! Life's still great! I will enjoy it totally~!!

When i went out for supper at Marina Square, i saw 3! 3! 3! artistes.. eh, are they actually artistes? all right la, ok, i should say public figures instead, yea yea yea! i saw Anson Goh, the guy from PSS2, recently got booted out 1, so poor thing! he's got quite a nice voice lea, but too bad, everything has(wait, or is it have?) to come to an end, so wish him all the best bah! haha! Then, while i was enjoyin' my CRAB BEEHOON(yummy!), i saw Yvonne Lim(or more commonly known as Lin Xiang Ping) a very pretty girl, very fair, very sweet looking, very cheerful, but dont' look very much different from TV, and she was with a grp of frens which include Howard Shan Lo, dunno if i've got his name right, but still, i knew him from Eye for a Guy 2.. heh heh, 1st runner-up to win Denise's heart... yups, poor thing!! he's quite a nice guy lea.. too bad!! he looks uglier on screen lea.. SO kelian!!! everybody thinks he's ugly, but he's not, quite ke ai la! haah! and he's also not tall.. haiz!

Then, aft that, roamed to Mt Faber! WAH, nice scenery from on top, and the weather was just nice.. very windy!! yea!! and very romantic! lol!! Got "free show" lor! lol!! haha, but i dun bother, dunwan disturb them also, so i walked further down the mountain and!! SAW some stupid ah bengs and one ah lian, playing their music so loudly as if they are deaf, so idiotic lea they all.. they must be trying to prove how good their speaker is, super lame lor.. not civilised at all, afterall, it's a public area, not their hse, k? haix, nvm, bu yao jin! i still lead my happy lifee mah.. YEAH!

Then aft that, go home liao le! so tireedd, and that was when i realised, it's already 4 midnight le, aiyo! yao shi ar! go home, still play Goong's ost.. lol! dunwan slp liao! that's y i woke up at arnd 12 plus today! lol! bad lifestyle ar! hahahahahaha!

YEAHHHHH, yippeeeeee! I received a call from Robinsons this morning, and they've decided to hire me! hooray! anticipating for the briefing this Friday... BUTTTT, Dawn's not going, sian! Plus, the pay is not really desirable for me lo.. $4.50 only! hmm=(( then, i was told i have to make up!?!!!?!?! yuckSSSSS, so troublesome and disgusting.. ok, relax!! i should cool down first and see what they have gt to say at the briefing b4 i start imagining things! i have to play all i can now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!