Good Days, Great Smiles

HA! Recently, i remembered the time when i went up on stage and sang in front of a large crowd during the Campus Superstar auditions.. WOW! It was totally an awesome experience.. It was my first time i sang in public... ALONE!! I was so frightened, i think i trembled on stage and then i mentioned my name twice when i was introducing myself! I can't imagine how stupid and retarded i look on stage, man! But, things didn't turn better after i sang... i've actually forgotten the lyrics of my song so i just put any words i can think into the song!!! Wahaha! The judges din know about that, i guess.. Phew.. Then the judges requested me to sing another song.. so i sang stef sun's "wei zhi de jin cai"... after that, the judges asked me to stop! DINGDinG! i got the GREEN light!!! i could carry on to the next round!! YEAH!!!! i totally jumped for joy!!! To make it even better, the whole audience clapped, cheered, shouted and jumped for me!! WOW! I.. i.. couldn't imagine how happy i felt that time.. noo...Happy is just not the right word for that occasion.. it was much more than that... It was really unforgettable and meaningful!!!
But, when i was booted out in the second auditions, i sweared i would not enter any of such competitions again.. Well, i noe i'm a sore loser... cos i just can't take any defeats.. but come to think of it.. i think it's kinda worth it.. the applause and cheers u get! Oh MY GOODNESS!!! i SAW A COCKCROACH on top of my computer!!!!
Ok, done... i killed it! argh.. feel bad about it..