Good Days, Great Smiles

i had a rollercoaster ride of emotions today.
was feeling very troubled and unhappy out of a sudden. i don't understand why are all those memories flashin back into my mind today. everything just seems to be unpleasant and nowadays..

pp just don't hold promises anymore. no more.

those young, innocent and sweet promises were just lies. nothing but honeyed words. i'm really disappointed.. sigh. but, well, i shall appreciate the people that i have right now, and stop brooding in the past. i have to redefine the way i see people too, like the way i judge them. i'm always judging people for everything they do, when they don't act like what i expected, i'd get upset. and that sucks. Why should i be such a person? Why can't i just accept people for who they are? I'm not good myself, so why should i be such a baddie to criticise or comment and, get so sad over them. Hey! i think this is a good reflection for my day~ i truly hope i'd kick this 'judging habit' of mine, and start loving people for who they originally are.

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stop indulging in reminiscence. (i meant redundant reminiscence)

Anyway, then ltr in the aftnn, my day took a sweet turn (:
Dawn laopo msn-ed me and gave me the best news. She decided to let out this Sat's JJ photo pass to me. OH MYYYYYY! TOTAL HIGHNESS, was on CLOUD NINETENELEVENTWELVE lurrrr! and she camee to my hse with the album and photo pass just now. yes, i know. She ROCKS! DAWN NG DAWN NG, I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! She's also gonna acc me there this Sat, omg, i'm the luckiest girl in the world, i have my hubby n wife tgt w me at the same time luh! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!

but


i had to work on that day!


so, i immediately asked Nisha to replace my shift from 7-3. but, chances are slim. as, it was supposed to be her off-day, and ... her brother's wedding day. But, v surprisingly, she agreed to take my shift. OMG. FAINTS. Isn't she great? Luckily, my shift was in the morning. cos, her bro's wedding takes place at night, but neverthless, i think she is really really really kind and helpful for replacing me. one word. THANKS!

to make things even better, when i entered the BRE lecture class at the end of the day, Peiyi wifey gave me a lollipop lollipop LOLLIPOP! cos i was grumpy last wk and complained tt i was jealous bcos she was enjoyin a lollipop all by herself. so selfish. lol. she made me wna sniff chocolates agn luhh. so. bad. that's why, she bought 1 more lolly today.. For Me! WOOLALAAA, Peiyi is soo nice!

aft tt, in the evening, met up w Weifang for the best run i've ever had. I jogged 13 rounds today at Queenstown stadium. COOLIO! cos, it was my longest run i've had since i've ever been born. I've alw been lazy and a glutton. (i'm still one!) but, this jog made me realise how fun it is to run~ u get to stay fit and healthy to see this wonderful world(& JJ!), and also. ur mood just gets prettier. I shall jog more often, yay!