Look, this is the first pic Dawn and I took tgt..
then we turned to this...
and lastly, we transformed to this! GREAT CHANGE rite?
hahas, just joking~ okies, this pic is dd injustice to dawn, she had specs on~ so, i shall post another pic of her -just her alone.. really beautiful ger now... anyway, thanks Wenyong for ur guest appearance!

okies, shd update le! tests and exams coming.. isn't tt the sianest part? hais.. but, must challenge myself, so nvm! i'll take it! jiayo, kityee! whee!

wanna change course lea.. but waste time hor, need to wait for another yr b4 i can join another.. hais.. wat shd i do?

anyway, zijie rocks! Let's hope he can pass another round and enter top 8 sn~ aza!

I've decided to update as it seems like ages to me since i've last typed any solid words at blogger.com =( and also, hee, i want to fa xie luh.. :P

Dear blogger,
i've not been coping too well in Np eh.. cos, it's been kinda stressful aft comin back from e 2 wks (so short!humphz!!) term break.. sians.. lousy in my practical skills.. hais, in fact lousy in all stuffs luh.. just jia lat in studies, pp take mins to learn a concept, i take days.. it's really sad! pathetic!! well, how abt sports? every human being in the world is bound to have a talent of their own... lols, mentioning it just makes me wanna puke.. i have no talents, nothing to my name, nothing great but everything bad... haix, it's really devastating... but, i would try NOOTTT to give up.. because :
Determination is the key to success! 朱洁怡，你要加油！！

then, recently, on Tuesday to be exact, i was very very upset over my sch work, haiz.. i'm alr v tired aft sch le, my pract so lan, E V E R YBODY in tutorial class completed their work by 4.30 le.. guess how "fast" i took? 1 long hr aft they finished theirs.. i'm really on the verge of bursting to tears le.. i always feel inferior and lousy during practical lessons.. i think the lects and my classmates, and perhaps my closest frens might be thinking.. woah, is kityee an idiot? hello, it's like so simple luh, y do u need ages to understand tt? argh.. buay ta han.. heng, i dun have a brain like hers... a r g h. hais, then okie, i told myself, chookityee, forget it.. go home n complete ur ppt presentation asap and u'll feel better and less stressful le, must jiayo! but, know wat happened? i took one whole afternoon and a whole nite to finish the whole thing.. (i swear i only left my seat for toilet breaks and dinner only..) ok, then the interesting part comes.. aft completing my project and saving it, (and of cos aft closing the ppt window luh), i went back to check if anything was saved.... and.. of cos, u'll know wat i'm gonna say next, rite? NOTHING WAS SAVED!! What the ###################!! then, the next thing i know was, i was drowning myself with tears... hahaa, really funny. i reallly dunno wth happened.. so, wat to do, REDOOOOO luh....... H a i......

aye, i know i shouldn't be thinking so negatively... but, i can't help it, really.. i dunno why am i behaving like this? i believe if u pp were in my plight, u would feel the same.. cos, hais, i can't explain how STUPID i was, in fact, i Am.. cos i'm still stupid now.. sad.. having extremely low IQ really sucks big time, pp look dwn on u, u dun feel good all the time, u take thousands of yrs to finish sth.. everything tt's occuring in ur life just isn't smooth-sailing.. cossss, u are DUMB! u need ur brains for everything, rite? hais, and it doesn't help when i have low EQ as well.. S A DDD...

i must really stop all these shit lorh.. i have low IQ, low EQ. i'm untalented, clumsy, forgetful, grumpy, rude, rebellious, self-centred, fat, ugly, smelly, irritating and shitty. u name it, i have it! and of cos, my negative mindset.... dots... but aye, i only do all these complaining and moaning when i'm in blogger and w my closest frens(ha, poor Puisan, THANKS for listening and comforting me arh, u r soo nice!) luh, so erm, just let me be.. let me rot.. hahs.. i will get over it sn~~ =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

but anyway, i'm glad to say i'm probably the luckiest girl in the world, cos i have the greatest family(muack muack Puiyee chae! i love her! she's the besttt cousin any1 could ever have, i'm serious, this sentence is for real.. and Mama for protecting me from all......EVIL! wahhaa, thanks, u are the best aunt in the whole universe, u reaallyyyy hen haO! jus dun be so naggy luh! haha! :PPPP okok, i know u meant it for me, soo xie xie! and my Papa, still soo xin ku, earn those hard-earned money even when he shd be retiring now.. humphs, PAPA, wo ai ni! i swear i would earnnnnn LOTSS of money and give it to u vvv sn! i'm also saving money now, i will jiayo wan! and Yun chae, woah zai! teach me math, gan dong~ touched! really have to thank her for those hard nights when she sacrificed her slp to teach me, so i wun feel lost n helpless, my knowledge for math is given by her wan.. kam sa ha mi ta!!!!!! and of cos, my kar chae, also sacrificed her slp to listen to all my gossips n entertain me whenever i'm boliao, which is like every single minute! wahhaha, really ah li ka tok! and also, not to be missed, Vivian Keh Hui Toong, this cute xiao mei mei, nobody can replace her positionn.. for nuts wan!! my best SOULmate... n my Quest 5A'06 buddies who rocks big time n of cos my new frens in np who r also nice n sweet pp! I can't imagine how my life would turn out w/o these fabulous pp, i'm really fortunate to know all these pp.. xie xie ni, buddha! haha.. or maybe karma tt i've gained from my past life?! haha! ok, shd end post le.. like v long eh! WOAH, feel sooo much better aft letting it out! i love blogger.com!! jiayo, blogger!!

Love,
ur fan, Guinevere=D

WAHAHAHA

These are the random pics tt i've taken during the disco nite, the night party of my cousin's wedding.. haha, but i din dance, din want to XIAN CHOU! ;pp

This is taken at Sansouci(carefree in French), it's the Summer Palace of Fredrick the Great( Late King Of Prussia)

HELLOS!!!! I'm back le!! I went to many places, like Berlin(of cos!), Dresden at Germany and Prague at Czech Republic=DDDDD

many experiences.. happy, sad, shocked, angry, upset, disappointed, hungry and bloated moments!! hahaaha, let the pics do the talking, otherwise this post will never end wan!!

meihar! she so funny!!! like her lots too! 5a pp best! i look idiotic in this pic! argh, but put it up cos din have any pics w her le! lols..

rebecca cai and huimun! wahahaha! outside the sports hall aft our badminton training, it's cool to have em arnd in my cca! love emmm!!
and w zhao cai mao, weifang!!! haha, she is still as stressed as ever! but still as cute and lame! lol, she really v ke ai, haha! so happy, really so kaixin to b w em! told u le mah, 5a peeps still the bestttttt!!!
and now, my "bestesttt" fren, she's super sporty n cool.. enjoy being w her totally.. my new idol!! mai xiao xiao, she got black belt in taekwondo, k?! heok heok.. ar-charrrrr!

hellos, these are the new pics! ahahaha, lazy to blog luh.. so let em do the talking!!

Hello! I'm starting to love Ngee Ann le! haha, cos maybe i've somehow adapted to the life here liao le! can be quite cool actually! got a lot of mei nv in my class! wahhaha! so shiok, see em i also happy lor! anyway, i missssss 5A!!! i heard there's a steamboat session on 9th june, rite? aiyo! i can't gooooo! so ke xi, can?! i'm leaving for Germany to attend my cousin's wedding on tt day lor! ARGH.. so, can we pp meet up this sat!? i'm missing u all, so terribly! coss, i just feel more comfortable and natural w u guys! i think i will shout n hug hug when i see youling(my hubby), dawn(bestie), jera(sex bomb), shanny(idol cum advisor), weixin(cutie n girlish), mayjun(sweetie n funniest ger), sianlin(my beloved enemy)!! they r the coolest pp arnd! huishian also! my qin ai de mei mei! and pris, sharon they all! such a pity luh, din see all of em since we last took our o lvl results lor.. i wanna watch a movie w em!

anyway, xiaxue is the coolest blogger arnd, k? i love t read her blog so much! xiaxue, jiayo!

Puisan(a carbon copy of shanny n suyuan!) and the super chio Sharanya(look at her sharp features!)
&& tgt with Phoebe! she's super active!!!

hiie! recently, just picked up myself aft tt bad patch i've gone thru last wk! well, due t some qtss frens' encouragement! Thanks peeps, i appreciate it a lottt!!

Anyway, haven been updating on my new campus life.. well, nothing happening! hais, how happening can i be? sians.. NVM!

ok, i like the bio element(physiological systems) covered in my course, getting to understand more abt human body parts as well as the diseases tt humans can have!

i also like IBME(an introduction of wat my course's all abt).. cos, i get t know all e medical equipment and how they work! it's surprisingly interesting! aft tt, i can help my aunt t analyse her condition better! whee! jiayo!

haha, the main reason i chose this course is t get t know abt the medical industry better also ma, so i can help when anybody needs assistance in tt area! and i'll b so glad!

Btw, i made a few frens who are really nicee such as PUISAN, SHARANYA, PHOEBE, HWEE FANG, DOROTHY & PEIYI! couldn't get t know the last 3 gers as well, as they r from g1.. so, hopefully, more lectures!

ok, here are the pics! omg, i look so pale, fat! n idiotic luh! Can't control my diet lea, i just can't resist the temptation of nice food! I'm fat!n ugly! whee! well, at least i'm not handicapped n i have sweet frens n a great family tt loves me!!!

Anyway, took up my fave badminton as my cca & my s&w module! hopefully, to lose some wt, and t get tt sparetyre off! =DDD

i'm soo foolish.. i'm soo stupid.. why can't i just channel all the energy t e right place? n stop brooding over stupidd things.. i dunno wat i'm thinking.. i seem t have a vvvvvv negative mindset.. everything that goes thru my mind seems t be extremely negative.. why am i like tt? i've told myself a few thousand times, i would really die v quickly if i continue t b such a pessimist.. everybody is having so much fun.. but y m i suffering? y shd i suffer? can't i change myself, so tt i can live happier.. dun take everything t be so complicated n disgusting.. things are just as fine as it is.. hais, how i wish i can change as and when i like.. but i'm a human being, not a robot..
i feeel so loost.. i feel like i'm e only person left in this world.. it seems like nth in this world is meaningful enough for me t carry on w my life.. i can actually just die anytime. in fact..i can die now.. hais, nooooooo, can u stop thinking liddat, CHOO KIT YEE!? hais.. i have my beloved family.. i can't just kill myself lo, stop being so damn selfish, can or not?! u have a perfectly normal life... u are not handicapped, u dun have a shit on ur face, u can eat, sing, swim, run and laugh, so y are u torturing urself liddat! SO SELFISH N FOOLISH! Arghh.. i dunno what i'm thinking, now, i'm scolding myself? when i shd actually treasure my life n love myself? why am i liddat????????????????????? i have a strong urge of killing myself.. but i know i shdn't be so stupid... killing myself doesn't solve anything at all! i must be strong......arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................................................................................................................

jus read a meaningful email.. here it is...

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine.

Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.

wah sian sian.. slept for an afternoon today! gonna b a pig real sn!! nooo! i'm alr a pig now! UHH ZHU!!!!!!

Oh ya! bad news.. My aunt n my cousin can't go t Germany in June! SIANNNN arh! So few pp's gg now! =( Nvm, will try t make the best out of it! Heh heh! See more shuai ge!! Yeah! *lecher lea!*

Went for special service ytd at NP, what the! SO boringg.. The paper stated tt i can leave at 11 wan lea! then wat happened? i left at 2+! so many things t install lo! Other studs in the rm go hm liao n i still need t stay in sch n wait for all those idiotic softwares to load.. Dou yao guai Fujitsu! arghh..

Anyway, lol! met one joker ytd.. he's really funny!! this was wat happened...

Joker: Please type in ur student id here..
Me: Huh.. Why is there an S in front? (i din noe it was supposed t be there!)
Joker: Ohh! cos there's an S in front..

PUKEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Was he even answering t my qn?!!

Oh no, I think i'm in love!

Argh, they went t ice-skate today! and i .... can't go!!!!!!! Actually, i could have just asked my aunt for permission luh but i dunwan.. ha! cos, i can't reach home punctually wan~ :p

Sians sians.. I have been kinda bored at home these few days.. I can't go out either.. bcos...i've been grounded!! why? Cos i came home late tt nite for the Ecp outing, argh.. it's irritating me luh..

So, i've been actively using my new laptop, Fujitsu's S7110.. which i've bought from Np on the 23rd and yep, i love it!!! the keyboard is v easy t type, the screen is big enough for me and it's extremely user-friendly! haha! but i guess it'll get old v soon, with it's whhiteee buttons! =(( but i just like white! such a pure, clean n innocent colour!!

Anyway, school's starting on the 16th.. not excited about it's orientation progs n "interesting" camps.. But... i'm forced t attend the freshmen orientation prog from the Ece division on Friday, the 13th!!!!(hope it's not gg t be another unlucky day for me).. as for e other camps, it's on a voluntary basis, so yipeee~ i dun have t go!! yeah!! i'm just not tt sociable n friendly luh.. dun expect me to smile wildly for one whole day and intro myself t everybody.. like.... "Hi, i'm Ky, 17yrs old.. hehe! i love korean guys!" *PUKES* Just let nature takes its course...

Oh, but i'm very excited abt gg to Ngee Ann for one thing! I'm taking up Korean lessons! Ah-nyeo ha sae yo, Korea!! Yeah!! Sooo soo excited.. Then, the other thing tt i'm really anticipating is my trip to Germany in June for my cousin's wedding.. in a castle! wahs! royalty lea!! Haha, glad tt my cousin is marrying an ang-moh! a mixed-blood child should be coming out!! yea! sure v chio or shuai wan! yeah! Oh! All of us dunwan to stay in Deutchland for 2 long weeks.. i hope i can go to Milan or Paris lea, e fashion cities! and to Prague for their beautiful + romantic environment and atmosphere... wahs, and meet many beautiful pp there!!! Yeah.. just thinking abt it makes me feel great!!! Hooray!

yepp, only 11 of us at ECP on e 20th.. argghh.. HATE my cyborgish hairstyle!

Jeraldine, Dawn n me in a rather classy toilet.. i like the contrast of both colours tgt =))

Hello!

Just got back from Ecp and yep.. i'm glad t say tt i've enjoyed myself today.. But, i'm not sure if the others did.. i hope they are :)

It's been a really long time since i've last cycled.. eh, around a yr? dunno.. Anyway, we cycled for 2 hrs today for just 4 bucks!! haha! quite a cheap deal! oh yea! suddenly rmb tt Joel din give me my change! hais nvm, one dollar only.. forget it.. *tips* =))) Then, wahs, i love the feeling of e wind brushing across my cheeks.. it feels reallyyy gooood..!!!

After tt, we went t Parkway Parade's Pastamania t have our dinner.. wahs, mine was YUMMY! Bacon Aglio!! nice nice nice!! But, quite spicy.. well, i put a lot chilli flakes inside also la.. so, i deserve it... (by keep choking)! *beli-good!*

Nice Weixin gave me her mushrooms and i also took Dawn's delicious sotong.. wahs! ren jian mei wei!! i was practically dreaming when i ate those!! Should go there agn! Food just makes me wanna lala~~ which.. hais, explains my size... OH NO!! i 4gt to drink Bubble tea! $1 only!! argh... NVM, forget it.. Other bubble teas are still waiting for me! yeap yeap!


Oh yea.. DAE results are out today rite? haha! ok, good luck to em!!! *prays*

Ytd's bbq w 5A peeps was great!!! But, sad t say, a few din turn up cos they had other commitments.. yea, well, hope all of us can meet up agn!! hahs, another sad thing was eh.. or shd i say happy? i was not really playin w all of them, not gambling, not drinking(BEER!), i was busy.... EATING w Elaine, Weifang and Huimun!! Lols.. and i really meant busy munching on all those bbq-ed food!!diaos.. t the fact tt i was being called FAT by many guys... urhhhh!! FAT FAT FAT!! i hate tt!! I need to jian fei le!! *Cries* *CRIES*

Oh, another v v v impt thing! I would really like to THANK Arie n Hidayat for helpin us to bbq e food.. They were really niceee t help us cook watever we wanted t eat! *touched*.. But, they v poor thing, still got scolded when the pit caught firrree! It was quite scary actually, cos there was a tree beside e pits! Diaos! really scary! but, well, it's not their fault entirely wat.. there's a hidden story behind wan.. dun wanna say out names.. but, wat i would like t say was, they really dun deserve t be scolded.. they helped us afterall!!

in raffles hosp. these few days and i'd been having sleepless nights there... Well, hoping everything was gg well for my dearest aunt.. it's v sad to c her liddat.. so weak n helpless.. but luckily, she's discharged todae, yea! went home w her jst nw.. yippee!! home sweet home!!

hahahs! luckily, Just Follow Law is not a bad movie.. yea, i've watched it.. very funny at sum parts.. esp the indian security guard! i love him!! He's super super funny!! love him!! i want to cycle!!!