Friday, August 3

haha, jeraldine looked so youngg then.. cute ar she..
and then, when we were waiting for our husband's arrival..
then to graduation day~~~~
and yep, another bestie.. JERALDINE ANG CHER-LYN!
SHANNY & me at her hse, yea, first pic taken:D
then, to the graduation day~~
and dang dang! the BEST advisor ever, SHANNY TAN!!!!!!
the both of us hugging tgt! we shall do this agn, yea WEIXIN??
and then to this... at the bbq!
and to this!! LOLS!! how i wish!!
and yea, TING WEI XIN! The cute ape! LOLS!

Look, this is the first pic Dawn and I took tgt..
then we turned to this...
and lastly, we transformed to this! GREAT CHANGE rite?
hahas, just joking~ okies, this pic is dd injustice to dawn, she had specs on~ so, i shall post another pic of her -just her alone.. really beautiful ger now... anyway, thanks Wenyong for ur guest appearance!









Friday, July 27

okies, shd update le! tests and exams coming.. isn't tt the sianest part? hais.. but, must challenge myself, so nvm! i'll take it! jiayo, kityee! whee!

wanna change course lea.. but waste time hor, need to wait for another yr b4 i can join another.. hais.. wat shd i do?

anyway, zijie rocks! Let's hope he can pass another round and enter top 8 sn~ aza!

Saturday, July 7

I've decided to update as it seems like ages to me since i've last typed any solid words at blogger.com =( and also, hee, i want to fa xie luh.. :P

Dear blogger,
i've not been coping too well in Np eh.. cos, it's been kinda stressful aft comin back from e 2 wks (so short!humphz!!) term break.. sians.. lousy in my practical skills.. hais, in fact lousy in all stuffs luh.. just jia lat in studies, pp take mins to learn a concept, i take days.. it's really sad! pathetic!! well, how abt sports? every human being in the world is bound to have a talent of their own... lols, mentioning it just makes me wanna puke.. i have no talents, nothing to my name, nothing great but everything bad... haix, it's really devastating... but, i would try NOOTTT to give up.. because :
Determination is the key to success! 朱洁怡,你要加油!!

then, recently, on Tuesday to be exact, i was very very upset over my sch work, haiz.. i'm alr v tired aft sch le, my pract so lan, E V E R YBODY in tutorial class completed their work by 4.30 le.. guess how "fast" i took? 1 long hr aft they finished theirs.. i'm really on the verge of bursting to tears le.. i always feel inferior and lousy during practical lessons.. i think the lects and my classmates, and perhaps my closest frens might be thinking.. woah, is kityee an idiot? hello, it's like so simple luh, y do u need ages to understand tt? argh.. buay ta han.. heng, i dun have a brain like hers... a r g h. hais, then okie, i told myself, chookityee, forget it.. go home n complete ur ppt presentation asap and u'll feel better and less stressful le, must jiayo! but, know wat happened? i took one whole afternoon and a whole nite to finish the whole thing.. (i swear i only left my seat for toilet breaks and dinner only..) ok, then the interesting part comes.. aft completing my project and saving it, (and of cos aft closing the ppt window luh), i went back to check if anything was saved.... and.. of cos, u'll know wat i'm gonna say next, rite? NOTHING WAS SAVED!! What the ###################!! then, the next thing i know was, i was drowning myself with tears... hahaa, really funny. i reallly dunno wth happened.. so, wat to do, REDOOOOO luh....... H a i......

aye, i know i shouldn't be thinking so negatively... but, i can't help it, really.. i dunno why am i behaving like this? i believe if u pp were in my plight, u would feel the same.. cos, hais, i can't explain how STUPID i was, in fact, i Am.. cos i'm still stupid now.. sad.. having extremely low IQ really sucks big time, pp look dwn on u, u dun feel good all the time, u take thousands of yrs to finish sth.. everything tt's occuring in ur life just isn't smooth-sailing.. cossss, u are DUMB! u need ur brains for everything, rite? hais, and it doesn't help when i have low EQ as well.. S A DDD...

i must really stop all these shit lorh.. i have low IQ, low EQ. i'm untalented, clumsy, forgetful, grumpy, rude, rebellious, self-centred, fat, ugly, smelly, irritating and shitty. u name it, i have it! and of cos, my negative mindset.... dots... but aye, i only do all these complaining and moaning when i'm in blogger and w my closest frens(ha, poor Puisan, THANKS for listening and comforting me arh, u r soo nice!) luh, so erm, just let me be.. let me rot.. hahs.. i will get over it sn~~ =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

but anyway, i'm glad to say i'm probably the luckiest girl in the world, cos i have the greatest family(muack muack Puiyee chae! i love her! she's the besttt cousin any1 could ever have, i'm serious, this sentence is for real.. and Mama for protecting me from all......EVIL! wahhaa, thanks, u are the best aunt in the whole universe, u reaallyyyy hen haO! jus dun be so naggy luh! haha! :PPPP okok, i know u meant it for me, soo xie xie! and my Papa, still soo xin ku, earn those hard-earned money even when he shd be retiring now.. humphs, PAPA, wo ai ni! i swear i would earnnnnn LOTSS of money and give it to u vvv sn! i'm also saving money now, i will jiayo wan! and Yun chae, woah zai! teach me math, gan dong~ touched! really have to thank her for those hard nights when she sacrificed her slp to teach me, so i wun feel lost n helpless, my knowledge for math is given by her wan.. kam sa ha mi ta!!!!!! and of cos, my kar chae, also sacrificed her slp to listen to all my gossips n entertain me whenever i'm boliao, which is like every single minute! wahhaha, really ah li ka tok! and also, not to be missed, Vivian Keh Hui Toong, this cute xiao mei mei, nobody can replace her positionn.. for nuts wan!! my best SOULmate... n my Quest 5A'06 buddies who rocks big time n of cos my new frens in np who r also nice n sweet pp! I can't imagine how my life would turn out w/o these fabulous pp, i'm really fortunate to know all these pp.. xie xie ni, buddha! haha.. or maybe karma tt i've gained from my past life?! haha! ok, shd end post le.. like v long eh! WOAH, feel sooo much better aft letting it out! i love blogger.com!! jiayo, blogger!!

Love,
ur fan, Guinevere=D

Sunday, June 24

WAHAHAHA













These are the random pics tt i've taken during the disco nite, the night party of my cousin's wedding.. haha, but i din dance, din want to XIAN CHOU! ;pp

This is taken at Sansouci(carefree in French), it's the Summer Palace of Fredrick the Great( Late King Of Prussia)


HELLOS!!!! I'm back le!! I went to many places, like Berlin(of cos!), Dresden at Germany and Prague at Czech Republic=DDDDD


many experiences.. happy, sad, shocked, angry, upset, disappointed, hungry and bloated moments!! hahaaha, let the pics do the talking, otherwise this post will never end wan!!




Sunday, May 27

meihar! she so funny!!! like her lots too! 5a pp best! i look idiotic in this pic! argh, but put it up cos din have any pics w her le! lols..
rebecca cai and huimun! wahahaha! outside the sports hall aft our badminton training, it's cool to have em arnd in my cca! love emmm!!
and w zhao cai mao, weifang!!! haha, she is still as stressed as ever! but still as cute and lame! lol, she really v ke ai, haha! so happy, really so kaixin to b w em! told u le mah, 5a peeps still the bestttttt!!!
and now, my "bestesttt" fren, she's super sporty n cool.. enjoy being w her totally.. my new idol!! mai xiao xiao, she got black belt in taekwondo, k?! heok heok.. ar-charrrrr!


hellos, these are the new pics! ahahaha, lazy to blog luh.. so let em do the talking!!




Thursday, May 17

Hello! I'm starting to love Ngee Ann le! haha, cos maybe i've somehow adapted to the life here liao le! can be quite cool actually! got a lot of mei nv in my class! wahhaha! so shiok, see em i also happy lor! anyway, i missssss 5A!!! i heard there's a steamboat session on 9th june, rite? aiyo! i can't gooooo! so ke xi, can?! i'm leaving for Germany to attend my cousin's wedding on tt day lor! ARGH.. so, can we pp meet up this sat!? i'm missing u all, so terribly! coss, i just feel more comfortable and natural w u guys! i think i will shout n hug hug when i see youling(my hubby), dawn(bestie), jera(sex bomb), shanny(idol cum advisor), weixin(cutie n girlish), mayjun(sweetie n funniest ger), sianlin(my beloved enemy)!! they r the coolest pp arnd! huishian also! my qin ai de mei mei! and pris, sharon they all! such a pity luh, din see all of em since we last took our o lvl results lor.. i wanna watch a movie w em!

anyway, xiaxue is the coolest blogger arnd, k? i love t read her blog so much! xiaxue, jiayo!

Friday, May 4

Puisan(a carbon copy of shanny n suyuan!) and the super chio Sharanya(look at her sharp features!)
&& tgt with Phoebe! she's super active!!!

hiie! recently, just picked up myself aft tt bad patch i've gone thru last wk! well, due t some qtss frens' encouragement! Thanks peeps, i appreciate it a lottt!!

Anyway, haven been updating on my new campus life.. well, nothing happening! hais, how happening can i be? sians.. NVM!

ok, i like the bio element(physiological systems) covered in my course, getting to understand more abt human body parts as well as the diseases tt humans can have!

i also like IBME(an introduction of wat my course's all abt).. cos, i get t know all e medical equipment and how they work! it's surprisingly interesting! aft tt, i can help my aunt t analyse her condition better! whee! jiayo!

haha, the main reason i chose this course is t get t know abt the medical industry better also ma, so i can help when anybody needs assistance in tt area! and i'll b so glad!

Btw, i made a few frens who are really nicee such as PUISAN, SHARANYA, PHOEBE, HWEE FANG, DOROTHY & PEIYI! c
ouldn't get t know the last 3 gers as well, as they r from g1.. so, hopefully, more lectures!

ok, here are the pics! omg, i look so pale, fat! n idiotic luh! Can't control my diet lea, i just can't resist the temptation of nice food! I'm fat!n ugly! whee! well, at least i'm not handicapped n i have sweet frens n a great family tt loves me!!!

Anyway, took up my fave badminton as my cca & my s&w module! hopefully, to lose some wt, and t get tt sparetyre off! =DDD

Friday, April 27

i'm soo foolish.. i'm soo stupid.. why can't i just channel all the energy t e right place? n stop brooding over stupidd things.. i dunno wat i'm thinking.. i seem t have a vvvvvv negative mindset.. everything that goes thru my mind seems t be extremely negative.. why am i like tt? i've told myself a few thousand times, i would really die v quickly if i continue t b such a pessimist.. everybody is having so much fun.. but y m i suffering? y shd i suffer? can't i change myself, so tt i can live happier.. dun take everything t be so complicated n disgusting.. things are just as fine as it is.. hais, how i wish i can change as and when i like.. but i'm a human being, not a robot..
i feeel so loost.. i feel like i'm e only person left in this world.. it seems like nth in this world is meaningful enough for me t carry on w my life.. i can actually just die anytime. in fact..i can die now.. hais, nooooooo, can u stop thinking liddat, CHOO KIT YEE!? hais.. i have my beloved family.. i can't just kill myself lo, stop being so damn selfish, can or not?! u have a perfectly normal life... u are not handicapped, u dun have a shit on ur face, u can eat, sing, swim, run and laugh, so y are u torturing urself liddat! SO SELFISH N FOOLISH! Arghh.. i dunno what i'm thinking, now, i'm scolding myself? when i shd actually treasure my life n love myself? why am i liddat????????????????????? i have a strong urge of killing myself.. but i know i shdn't be so stupid... killing myself doesn't solve anything at all! i must be strong......arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................................................................................................................

Wednesday, April 11

jus read a meaningful email.. here it is...

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you. It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine.


Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.


wah sian sian.. slept for an afternoon today! gonna b a pig real sn!! nooo! i'm alr a pig now! UHH ZHU!!!!!!

Oh ya! bad news.. My aunt n my cousin can't go t Germany in June! SIANNNN arh! So few pp's gg now! =( Nvm, will try t make the best out of it! Heh heh! See more shuai ge!! Yeah! *lecher lea!*

Went for special service ytd at NP, what the! SO boringg.. The paper stated tt i can leave at 11 wan lea! then wat happened? i left at 2+! so many things t install lo! Other studs in the rm go hm liao n i still need t stay in sch n wait for all those idiotic softwares to load.. Dou yao guai Fujitsu! arghh..

Anyway, lol! met one joker ytd.. he's really funny!! this was wat happened...

Joker: Please type in ur student id here..
Me: Huh.. Why is there an S in front? (i din noe it was supposed t be there!)
Joker: Ohh! cos there's an S in front..

PUKEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Was he even answering t my qn?!!

Oh no, I think i'm in love!


Wednesday, April 4

Argh, they went t ice-skate today! and i .... can't go!!!!!!! Actually, i could have just asked my aunt for permission luh but i dunwan.. ha! cos, i can't reach home punctually wan~ :p

Saturday, March 31

Sians sians.. I have been kinda bored at home these few days.. I can't go out either.. bcos...i've been grounded!! why? Cos i came home late tt nite for the Ecp outing, argh.. it's irritating me luh..

So, i've been actively using my new laptop, Fujitsu's S7110.. which i've bought from Np on the 23rd and yep, i love it!!! the keyboard is v easy t type, the screen is big enough for me and it's extremely user-friendly! haha! but i guess it'll get old v soon, with it's whhiteee buttons! =(( but i just like white! such a pure, clean n innocent colour!!

Anyway, school's starting on the 16th.. not excited about it's orientation progs n "interesting" camps.. But... i'm forced t attend the freshmen orientation prog from the Ece division on Friday, the 13th!!!!(hope it's not gg t be another unlucky day for me).. as for e other camps, it's on a voluntary basis, so yipeee~ i dun have t go!! yeah!! i'm just not tt sociable n friendly luh.. dun expect me to smile wildly for one whole day and intro myself t everybody.. like.... "Hi, i'm Ky, 17yrs old.. hehe! i love korean guys!" *PUKES* Just let nature takes its course...

Oh, but i'm very excited abt gg to Ngee Ann for one thing! I'm taking up Korean lessons! Ah-nyeo ha sae yo, Korea!! Yeah!! Sooo soo excited.. Then, the other thing tt i'm really anticipating is my trip to Germany in June for my cousin's wedding.. in a castle! wahs! royalty lea!! Haha, glad tt my cousin is marrying an ang-moh! a mixed-blood child should be coming out!! yea! sure v chio or shuai wan! yeah! Oh! All of us dunwan to stay in Deutchland for 2 long weeks.. i hope i can go to Milan or Paris lea, e fashion cities! and to Prague for their beautiful + romantic environment and atmosphere... wahs, and meet many beautiful pp there!!! Yeah.. just thinking abt it makes me feel great!!! Hooray!

Tuesday, March 20

yepp, only 11 of us at ECP on e 20th.. argghh.. HATE my cyborgish hairstyle!
Jeraldine, Dawn n me in a rather classy toilet.. i like the contrast of both colours tgt =))

Hello!

Just got back from Ecp and yep.. i'm glad t say tt i've enjoyed myself today.. But, i'm not sure if the others did.. i hope they are :)

It's been a really long time since i've last cycled.. eh, around a yr? dunno.. Anyway, we cycled for 2 hrs today for just 4 bucks!! haha! quite a cheap deal! oh yea! suddenly rmb tt Joel din give me my change! hais nvm, one dollar only.. forget it.. *tips* =))) Then, wahs, i love the feeling of e wind brushing across my cheeks.. it feels reallyyy gooood..!!!

After tt, we went t Parkway Parade's Pastamania t have our dinner.. wahs, mine was YUMMY! Bacon Aglio!! nice nice nice!! But, quite spicy.. well, i put a lot chilli flakes inside also la.. so, i deserve it... (by keep choking)! *beli-good!*

Nice Weixin gave me her mushrooms and i also took Dawn's delicious sotong.. wahs! ren jian mei wei!! i was practically dreaming when i ate those!! Should go there agn! Food just makes me wanna lala~~ which.. hais, explains my size... OH NO!! i 4gt to drink Bubble tea! $1 only!! argh... NVM, forget it.. Other bubble teas are still waiting for me! yeap yeap!


Oh yea.. DAE results are out today rite? haha! ok, good luck to em!!! *prays*



Tuesday, March 13

Ytd's bbq w 5A peeps was great!!! But, sad t say, a few din turn up cos they had other commitments.. yea, well, hope all of us can meet up agn!! hahs, another sad thing was eh.. or shd i say happy? i was not really playin w all of them, not gambling, not drinking(BEER!), i was busy.... EATING w Elaine, Weifang and Huimun!! Lols.. and i really meant busy munching on all those bbq-ed food!!diaos.. t the fact tt i was being called FAT by many guys... urhhhh!! FAT FAT FAT!! i hate tt!! I need to jian fei le!! *Cries* *CRIES*

Oh, another v v v impt thing! I would really like to THANK Arie n Hidayat for helpin us to bbq e food.. They were really niceee t help us cook watever we wanted t eat! *touched*.. But, they v poor thing, still got scolded when the pit caught firrree! It was quite scary actually, cos there was a tree beside e pits! Diaos! really scary! but, well, it's not their fault entirely wat.. there's a hidden story behind wan.. dun wanna say out names.. but, wat i would like t say was, they really dun deserve t be scolded.. they helped us afterall!!

Thursday, March 8

in raffles hosp. these few days and i'd been having sleepless nights there... Well, hoping everything was gg well for my dearest aunt.. it's v sad to c her liddat.. so weak n helpless.. but luckily, she's discharged todae, yea! went home w her jst nw.. yippee!! home sweet home!!

Saturday, March 3

hahahs! luckily, Just Follow Law is not a bad movie.. yea, i've watched it.. very funny at sum parts.. esp the indian security guard! i love him!! He's super super funny!! love him!! i want to cycle!!!

Friday, March 2

There's soo many movies that i wanna watch!! Firstly, Letters from Iwo Jima (directed by Clint Eastwood!! woohoo!) Secondly, Happy Never After!! Thirdly, The Pursuit Of Happyness!! And Lastly, I'm a Cyborg, but That's Ok! (Rain's first movie!!!) yipee!!!

While tonight, i'm watchin Just Follow Law!! My cousin's bf is paying the tix, sooo, y not jst catch it?! i dun lose anything!! hope it's nt gg to b a lousy show!
Hihi!! i'm here to blog again! hao jiu bu jian! hehs!


Few days ago, i went to Wing Tai with Jera, Huimun and Wel.. It's at Kovan.. and i've never been there b4 and guess wat!!! i saw my idol!!! NAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arhs!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i totally went crazy!!! i was so afraid.. my mind was totally blank.. all i knew was i wanted to take a pic with him so badly.. but i dun dare to approach him!! so, we told wel to ask him la!! and then Nat obliged!!~ woohooo!!!!! yeah!! he's so tall and shuai lo!! zhuan dao!! i was happy for the whole day bcos of him!! he rocks rocks rocks!!



Then, i went to Jera's place today.. watched tv and played Blackjack with them.. diaos! lost money lo!! hahas, nvm.. xiao cai bu chu, da cai bu ru mahs!! lol, dunno where's the da cai arhs? i know, tao hua!! wahahas!! just read many articles and my horoscope very wang!! Sagi, i love u!!! wahahahahas! My health, career, family n love relationships are one of the best out of all horoscopes in 2007 lehs!! yeah!!!!!! BUTTTT, i heard from many pp tt my Chinese zodiac very jia lat, wat chong tai shui or smth? dunno wat's tt lor? then, jera n elaine told me to visit the temple to bai bai!! for wat? yohs! dun b so superstitious lahs!! Buddha taught us tt! What's most impt in living is to b very very very HAPPY! everryday!! but, well.. i'll still take care of myself and make sure i cross the roads with 101% attention.. or else i'll hav to leave the world le... argh! i dunwan!! i haven pak tor yet!!! i haven work!!!

i dunwann!!

Sunday, February 11

Well, i've got back my O lvl results on Fri.. I can't believe i got C6 for English.. i dunno what happened actually.. is there an error somewhere or does my English really sucks tt much?? argh.. argh.. arggh!!!!!!!! i feel like rechecking my paper, but it's really ex! but, i can actually consider myself lucky for passing.. a few frens of mine flunked EL.. which is really sad.. haizz

Anyway, i'm really glad i got B3 for Science.. i guess my efforts for that, paid off afterall... I thought i would fail for nuts... i had no confidence for Sci at all!! Haiz.. Basically, everything came as a surprise this time..



I thought i would get at least an A2 for Math.. but what happened? a stingy B3 was what i got.. If i knew i'm gonna get B3 agn this time, i wouldn't have retaken my paper!! shit~~


Then again, luckily, i got A2 for Accounts n Humanities, A1 for Chinese.. But still, it's not enough for me! that disgusting C6 for El just puts me off totally.. the cut-off point for trm in np, sp and tp last yr was !!!!! eleven!! argh..


NP and SP, do u hear me? i want to get into that course badly!! pls accept me!!

Friday, February 2

HEYS!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm soooo bored.. gonna rot at home liaos...I can't go out also.. =( worried of my sick aunt staying at home, alone... To make it worse, she's always on the phone... diaos.. bored to death le!

I have not completed my New Yr shopping mission leahs!! i have not found a job!! arghhh.. life rocks!!

Wednesday, January 31

hahas, it's been a loong time since i've last updated.. Yep, have just ended my one mth plus contract with ROBINSONS.. well, afterall, it has been quite a happy experience.. cos i met very nice colleagues like Rochelle, Peipei, Cheryl, Karin, Huipeng and Mildred.. Lols, i would have quitted if not for them.. and not forgetting super sweet seniors like Yati, Stacy, Jasling and many others! they r really great!! i wun forget them wan!! And also, all those shuai ges from ROB, wahs.. they can b chao ji wan ren mi liao lor! so shuai.. i can melt if they smile and look at me lors!!! *super hua chi* :o

Monday, December 18

I'm so sick of my job! It's so boring.. i feel like quitting.. There's basically nth much 2 do, nth substantial.. Stand like crazy lor.. haizZ

Saturday, December 9

haha!! i went for my briefing le, nth much actually... it took less than an hour, and i was late again! luckily, the trainer din really realise tt, heng ar!! but still, have to kick this STUPIDD habit of mine, super poor time management and no responsibility at all lor! ARGH!! hate myself, i MUST CHANGEEE!~

Anyway, i'll still have to attend 2 other training sessions lea, but b4 tt, i will work on the 14th Dec!! Wohoo! My 1st working experience! (excluding my clinic stockcheck 1 bahx).. i hope they won't ask me back on next Sat lea, i really hope they dun... =((( But, it seems like i have to really work on tt day cos i work for 6 days in a wk and my rest day would most likely lie on a wkday! humphz! NVM! No matter where i am, i still derive happiness from what i do!! So, it's fine with me! Life's still great! I will enjoy it totally~!!

When i went out for supper at Marina Square, i saw 3! 3! 3! artistes.. eh, are they actually artistes? all right la, ok, i should say public figures instead, yea yea yea! i saw Anson Goh, the guy from PSS2, recently got booted out 1, so poor thing! he's got quite a nice voice lea, but too bad, everything has(wait, or is it have?) to come to an end, so wish him all the best bah! haha! Then, while i was enjoyin' my CRAB BEEHOON(yummy!), i saw Yvonne Lim(or more commonly known as Lin Xiang Ping) a very pretty girl, very fair, very sweet looking, very cheerful, but dont' look very much different from TV, and she was with a grp of frens which include Howard Shan Lo, dunno if i've got his name right, but still, i knew him from Eye for a Guy 2.. heh heh, 1st runner-up to win Denise's heart... yups, poor thing!! he's quite a nice guy lea.. too bad!! he looks uglier on screen lea.. SO kelian!!! everybody thinks he's ugly, but he's not, quite ke ai la! haah! and he's also not tall.. haiz!

Then, aft that, roamed to Mt Faber! WAH, nice scenery from on top, and the weather was just nice.. very windy!! yea!! and very romantic! lol!! Got "free show" lor! lol!! haha, but i dun bother, dunwan disturb them also, so i walked further down the mountain and!! SAW some stupid ah bengs and one ah lian, playing their music so loudly as if they are deaf, so idiotic lea they all.. they must be trying to prove how good their speaker is, super lame lor.. not civilised at all, afterall, it's a public area, not their hse, k? haix, nvm, bu yao jin! i still lead my happy lifee mah.. YEAH!


Then aft that, go home liao le! so tireedd, and that was when i realised, it's already 4 midnight le, aiyo! yao shi ar! go home, still play Goong's ost.. lol! dunwan slp liao! that's y i woke up at arnd 12 plus today! lol! bad lifestyle ar! hahahahahaha!

Monday, December 4

YEAHHHHH, yippeeeeee! I received a call from Robinsons this morning, and they've decided to hire me! hooray! anticipating for the briefing this Friday... BUTTTT, Dawn's not going, sian! Plus, the pay is not really desirable for me lo.. $4.50 only! hmm=(( then, i was told i have to make up!?!!!?!?! yuckSSSSS, so troublesome and disgusting.. ok, relax!! i should cool down first and see what they have gt to say at the briefing b4 i start imagining things! i have to play all i can now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, December 3

ARGH! Din receive any call from Robinsons and By-ice!! =((((( Have to find jobs again tmr, so sian lo... yucks!

Anyway, went to Cineleisure to have a sushi buffet with jera, shanny and ling, wahaha! nice time spent tgt.. aft tt, we proceeded to Suntec to ka chiao kahboon and welson.. They were working at G2000, and looking at them with the formal uniform on, just makes me rofl.. So cute!! they look like those xiao la ban! actually, i would like to work in the service sector also.. i prefer "dealing" with ppl, rather than facing those stupid gadgets all day! sooo booring!! but, lazy to look for jobs lea.. so i got jera to see if Singapore Mint is hiring.. then i can join them le! At least, i can keep myself occupied with those coins, rather than stayin at home and ROT!

Sunday, November 26

Hello, deear diary!
It's been a looong time since i've last updated.. yea, kinda bored abt this blogging stuff.. but since, i've got nothing much to do aft the Os, i guess it doesn't hurt to just take some mins off and look at what i've done earlier, and perhaps do some soul-searching!

Well, have been kinda, noo, in fact, very bored today.. felt like sleepin my whole day off.. but, tt's not the way, so.... hey, it's getting lame here.. ok! my life is just so boring.. oh! wahahaha! found somethin' to talk about at last, went to Vivo ytd nite.. nothing great actually.. But, Gv Max is quite cool.. spacious seats and oooh phew, very cold.. then, aft the movie, (HAPPY FEET! Wow! GREAT SHOW anyway!!) my aunt had an arguement with an angmoh while fighting for a few seats at Food Republic.. totally sickening man, he was selfish and unreasonable, not to mention being a gentleman.. HEy, shitty bird, shouldn't talk about unhappy stuff here..

Ok, seems like nothing is worthy to be mentioned down here, so i think it's muchh better tt i stop talking now, and instead, think of what to say tmr when i hunt for jobs tmr! yyup yup! Chaos~

Wednesday, September 20

I thought this was quite interesting, so put it up.. hee

Ah Beng talks about Singapore history and current affairs...

Under the 'ang mo' we all live happily together, no complain.
Malaysia & Singapore is one big family in our brains.
One day we both like 2 durians cannot get along.
Got sharp thorns, poke each other, until 'buay song.'
One moment like brothers, can give and take.
Next moment we kena kicked out by the leg.
Wah! Our towkay also cry like mad,
we all also feel very very sad.
Our neigbours all say, 'Wah they all sure to die!
They got nothing, how to get next bowl of rice?'

So 'boh pian,' we all work day and night.
We also join the army so that we can fight.
We don't care others 'see us no up'.
But actually inside we very pain in the heart.
Then slowly hor we grow rich and a bit fat.
Now others talk about us also got some respect.
They scratch their heads and say
'Very funny! Got nothing how come they can still make money?'

Last time also got no money to buy ice-cream cone.
Nowadays even small kids can also afford hand phone.
Sea port, airport also can become Number One.
He! He! Sometimes think about it also very fun.
But some people look at us also not happy.
Actually they jealous don't want to say only.
So every time their country got something wrong.
They all say Singapore 's behind it all along.
Everybody know we water no enough.
They turn off tap only we all cannot last.

They threaten us with water supply and shout 'Cut! Cut! Cut!'
Aiyoh! They all think the water is one big ketupat.
We all hear already also 'buay tahan'
Wah liao, they think we small can makan!
But now they 'cow pay cow bu' we all not very scared.
We want to build water desalination plant already so not so bad.
But their own economy now all go bust.
Got to sell water otherwise money no enough.
Then another neighbor say Singapore no friend friend,
Got so much money, a bit more also donno how to lend.

They say we all only one small red dot,
like the center of a big dartboard.
Maybe they think we mouse and they cat,
that's why they suka suka anyhow talk like that.
But we all still send them a lot of rice.
Show the world we actually very very nice.
Sometimes we 'cho ho sim' also kena whack.
But we all gentleman wan, don't want to fight back.
I think hor maybe they don't understand us very well.
That's why relationship sometimes like heaven sometimes like hell
Some say aiyah our prosperity is all due to luck,
that's why we all siao siao' can still win the Tiger Cup
I think hor, Singapore is like chilli padi in a pot -
Size small small but still very very hot.

Tuesday, September 19

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

Adapted From: The Three Question Personality Test
WAHAHAA! That's me!

Saturday, September 16

Happy Birthday to MM LEE KUAN YEW!! and.... CHUA Wei Fang!! Wahaha!

Friday, September 1

HOORAY! Our class were the overall champions in Qtss for the ACES dance! Omg! It was just such an awesome experience!! Totally memorable and unforgettable day that i'll ever have! And, now our next aim is to focus on studying and get excellent results... We must prove to people and break the usual mindset that Normal students don't perform well academically.. in the meantime, also recognise and not let down the teachers' efforts and hopes on us!! Anyway, HAAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!! Queenstown teachers REALLY rock!!!!!!!!!! Ok, back to topic, It's just so exciting!! Love it totally.. All of us absolutely enjoyed the dance! We did not get tied down by winning and stuff.. The essence of taking part in this dance is for all of us to really bond together and have lots of fun! And, winning was just a bonus that was really unexpected!

Ok, then, moving on.. HIP HIP HOORAAYYYYY~ My super gorgeous Kwon Sang Woo is coming on sunday! so so so so excited!! Went down to Bugis with Jera ytd to buy $160 worth of Faceshop items in order to get that ticket for two hours of personal time with him at Ritz-Carlton, with 1600 people!!!!!!!! WAHAA!! Hope that 160 bucks would be able to buy my happiest two hours of my life, man! if not, very gek sum 1! But still, able to see him smile should be enough alr! His smile and cheekiness just makes me meltttttttttt~ OmG!!! what a hua chi i am!! Die le!! Haha, must also dress up appropriately b4 i meet him.. just started my intensive face care programme ytd!! wahha! Will put mask and eye serum tonight b4 i slp.. Then, wahaha.. he will faint when he sees a beauty in front of him!! in fact, three beauties including my cousin and jeraldine!! Wahahaha! PUKE!! Wake up la, chookityee! look at ur retarded face, he like u! yooo.. Hahaa, can't keep smiling now, i think i'm really going nuts le!!!!!!!!

Saturday, August 26

ok..yeah.. it's time to update! Wooo... hoo...!! I've got A1 for my Chinese Os!! TOTALLLY din expect it!! i even made a bet tt i'll give Shian a treat in Seoul Garden! goodness gracious me!! where am i going to get her the treat that she deserves, with only $5 allowance for a week! Nvm! that's y i'm sharing my food with Elaine or not eat most of the time! Hopefully, i can cha-nei to my fats as well!!! Have to really slim down to meet my LAOGONG!! KWON SANG WOO!!!

When he comes to Singapore, he'll only see the super slim ChooKitYee in front of his eyes! yeah!! and not the fat kim sam soon! omg! dawn and jera la, call me samsoon, saying tt both of our characters are alike! (maybe they meant the same figure as well) AR! but i dun mind to have such a handsome, cute and humorous bfren! Yea! but i think i'll really have very shuai bfrens in the future, maybe! cos i ugly mah!! wahhahaa! at least that's wat ken says.. handsome guys are always paired up with uglier girls and vice versa!

yea!! oh ya, SUPERTEENS? lotsa to say! unforgettable experience totally!! caused so much drama lor!! felt totally embarrassing! wanted to dig a hole underground during tt time, man! But still, appreciated Ernest wong's intentions, i'll be strong, oh! i'll be very very strong definitely, without that witch arnd!

OK, now current life's very badd! have been facin lots of problems lately! Exam stress- have not been doing well, can't seem to concentrate in class at all! always caught talking with elaine and refused to listen to lessons, just want to keep zzzzzz whenever teachers talk! but, well, luckily! my pa tests have been great!! have been scoring full marks consequently for a few tests alr! hooRAY!~ but, my mcq knowlege just stubbornly remains at a particular pt! just can't hit above 21 marks lor!! why?!?!?! argh!!!!! i really really want to get my second a1 from accounts!! I WANT IT!!! omg, things seem to get a lil psycho here! Relax! choo kit yee!!!!

OK! additionally, have been learning ACES for quite a while alr!! sian ar! everybody seems to be copying each other!! WHERE IS THE ORIGINALITY AND CREATIVITY, QUEENSTOWNIANS??!! reaLLY hate it, man! then, our class refuses to cooperate lor! where did the united spirit of 5A go?? Caught by the ghostguards? or go long gou le! urghh! how to win liddat?! actually, it's not about winning, it's about the mentality!! URGHHHHHHHH!!!! dun say
liao le, or i'll really burn the whole school downn!

oh ya, lastly, i only managed to get this post done aft my aunt's out!! haha! shhh... cos, she blowed up at me ytd!! really angry!! claiming tht i'm super obsessed with comp! what the!!! i've not used the pc for a mth alr lo! and yet, she could still tellm lies in broad daylight!! no, afternoon!!!! URGH!! frens very busy, family neglects and dun understand me, just can't seem to talk to anyone now...=(((((((((((((( but, i still love them la!

Thursday, June 29

high school musical

This is by Ashley Tisdale and Lucas! The funny and exaggerated version! Wahahaha! Realise the GREEN cap the man is wearing? 禄帽 leh!!! wahhahahA!
High School Musical

Another awesome video from High School Musical!!!!!!!

Monday, May 29




They are my source to happiness... i love themmmmmmmmmm!!! Btw, that was taken when i took up the role of a parent volunteer to replace my cousin.. the one in white is my niece and these are her classmates.. enjoyed my morning with them totally.. even though i had a scar left after playin with them.. damn stupid.. how can anyone get hurt by building sandcastles?!! but still, nice day.. will never forget them in my life!!!

Wednesday, May 10




Tattoo = the IN thing now...That's so stupid!! They look so ugly with that!! eeyer...












but, this guy looks different though, he's shuai! wahahahaha!! ^




Friday, May 5

MR BROWN IS REALLY THE FUNNIEST MAN IN THE WORLD!! OMG!
PLEASE OPEN THE AUDIO FILE ON HIS NEW VIDEO: the mrbrown show 3 May 2006: the persistently non-political podcast no. 8

DAMN FUNNY!!!!!!!!!! *rolling on the floor now!!!!*
MR BROWN IS REALLY THE FUNNIEST MAN IN THE WORLD!! OMG!
PLEASE OPEN THE FILE ON HIS NEW VIDEO: the mrbrown show 3 May 2006: the persistently non-political podcast no. 8

DAMN FUNNY!!!!!!!!!! *rolling on the floor now!!!!*

Tuesday, April 25





EVER WENT FOR EXAMINATIONS UNPREPARED?

Thursday, April 13

HAHA! Today was the happiest Sports Day i've ever attended.. And it's going to be my LAST year to go thru this with all my QTSS schoolmates! WAHAHA! And to make things better, i won something back!

A bronze medal from: Tug of War! Haiya, but it was really wasted! YO! We could have been second in place! Our first match was against Beveldere house la! Then, we were not really warmed up yet! That's why we lost to them, argh!!! Then, we managed to win the other two houses.. But, our last round was against Strathmore house.. wah.. it was a really T-O-U-G-H fight! We managed to pull the rope to our side at one instant.. but god knows why? Strathmore house pulled the rope back in the end..slowly...such A waste! The duration for the match between Strathmore and Beveldere wasn't so long as ours! Argh! We should have started as mighty mighty hippos since we started tugging(but the stupid rain laa! wa! so slippery! extremely DRAMAtic! with that screwed up look trying to pull the rope so hard while being so drenched in the rain.. rubbing those salty raindrops that went into my eyes! -.-")

i have a feeling tt those who plays the tug-of-war are all hippotamuses in human's clothing!! Very big sized! haha! Call me hippo!
Then, it was my 4x100.. a girl replaced me.. so i din run! sian! let me train for nothing ytd! but nvm la..since she runs faster than me!!

Oh ya! Today was also the first time i hugged someone in my life! The person is
Jeraldine Ang! Haha! We were really happy when we won Dundee and Alexandra hse! haha! Wee~~ And then! Shanny also got the individual champion for the Above 15 girls category!! for the SECOND time in a row! hip hip hooraY!! I feel so proud for her! She's really the best, man! NO questions asked! But, unfortunately, she's so gracious enough to give up the trophy for Rachel because she told Loh that she was overaged! YO! So poor thing! She seemed to be rather upset to give up the trophy.. but she was also tired in the meantime la, after all the running and stuff! Haiz.. kelian! Oh, but still, she's my IDOL!! Run so fast!!!! YO...

Aft that, i went out with Shanny and the other girls! HA! Enjoyed ourselves TOTALLY! We kept laughing and laughing like stupid hyenas! I ate so much at Seoul Garden that i've got the feeling my stomach's going to burst soon! *Phew* Luckily, i din vomit everything i ate like that time in Sentosa! Wa! that timewas really crazy, man! Oh OH OH! And i saw ALEX POLSTRA! WAHAHA! WAHAHAHA! I was so high when i saw him! I danced in public after seeing him! Sian ar.. Ling and the other girls dun really know who he was! wah! he's so dashing! heh heh! WAHAHAHA! Oh, then hor! After our lunch, we were like lechers!! Commenting!and looking at those cute guys who walked pass us! ESP TAN YOU LING!! She's really, obviously, definitely a wolf! When i asked them to shop for clothes instead, she said She's not here for clothings! She's shopping for guys! ARGH argh ARGH! WAHAHAHA!!

Aiya, but sian.. Xin din join us today! If not, i think today's outing might have been much better and crazier! HAIZ! ARGHHHH~~~~~

Friday, April 7





AREN'T THEY CUTE? ESPECIALLY ZHI YANG!!!!! AIYO! * so so so dreamy*

Saturday, March 25

HA! Recently, i remembered the time when i went up on stage and sang in front of a large crowd during the Campus Superstar auditions.. WOW! It was totally an awesome experience.. It was my first time i sang in public... ALONE!! I was so frightened, i think i trembled on stage and then i mentioned my name twice when i was introducing myself! I can't imagine how stupid and retarded i look on stage, man! But, things didn't turn better after i sang... i've actually forgotten the lyrics of my song so i just put any words i can think into the song!!! Wahaha! The judges din know about that, i guess.. Phew.. Then the judges requested me to sing another song.. so i sang stef sun's "wei zhi de jin cai"... after that, the judges asked me to stop! DINGDinG! i got the GREEN light!!! i could carry on to the next round!! YEAH!!!! i totally jumped for joy!!! To make it even better, the whole audience clapped, cheered, shouted and jumped for me!! WOW! I.. i.. couldn't imagine how happy i felt that time.. noo...Happy is just not the right word for that occasion.. it was much more than that... It was really unforgettable and meaningful!!!
But, when i was booted out in the second auditions, i sweared i would not enter any of such competitions again.. Well, i noe i'm a sore loser... cos i just can't take any defeats.. but come to think of it.. i think it's kinda worth it.. the applause and cheers u get! Oh MY GOODNESS!!! i SAW A COCKCROACH on top of my computer!!!!
Ok, done... i killed it! argh.. feel bad about it..

Friday, March 10

I have been reading mails on ppl debating about the differences between the two sexes... so, i thought maybe i can share it here since i have nothing to write about in particular...
Oh, i think i have something to say... HOORAy!!
During today's PPR presentation, Ms Khoo announced the top 10 scorers in my class and ......guess what? I was the overall victor!! WAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHA!! I was so happy that i couldn't stop smiling when i stood up to receive my results in front of the class.. 'N' to make it worse, i was trembling soooo much that the paper shoke when i held my results slip... Oh, but i was happier when the whole class cheered for me! YEAh!!! I love it totally.. What an unforgettable experience indeed...

Ok! now i'll go back to the main topic! haha!
It's interesting!
>> A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.

>> A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

>> A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man. (argh!! i BOO this one!)

>> Married men live longer than single men do,
but married men are a lot more willing to die. (and this one!!)

Ya, think that's about it.. i'm pretty sure it's a stupid guy who wrote all this.. he's one free guy huh.. to comment on such things... well, heck.. it's just for laughs... dun really care bout them...

Oh ya, one more joke for the day!!
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

WAHAHA! funny rite?

Wednesday, March 8

I'm seriously breaking down soon...............

Sunday, February 19

Today, as usual, i went to the Children's Society...oh, and i din see DERICK and LIWEN who is usually under me.. Angel and a few others were also not there as well... i think they were brought back by their parents for the weekend already.. i hope they are there, at the home, so that i can teach and play with them whenever i come, but, haiz... i cannot be too selfish because i think they should feel much happier once they are at home because they feel more loved with their parents.. hopefully, it's like that, if not, i will give them a good bashing and present them with several tight slaps, man! i hate parents who shirk their responsibilty after giving birth to the child.. it's really extremely unfair for the child.. haiz, i really pity them a lot.. that's y i showed lots of patience to them when i'm with them.. which is SUPER SUPER not like me.. with my ExTREMEly impatient character.. haha... maybe, i knew i was doing a voluntary job, so i have gotta control my disgusting temper bah.. haha!!

Well, but the caretakers of the children's society reassigned me to another kid, KELVIN.. Haha, he's one cute and good-looking boy, man!! (* same as my previous one.. derick!) i love him so so so much! he was also very obedient.. then, as i was happily teaching him how to write all those chinese words, my aunt said, "hey, zhu jie yi! you teach my kid instead.. i dunno how to teach him hanyu pinyin and english!!!" argh, of cos, i would have to switch with her.. obviously, to please my aunt la... wah, that boy, namely Zhi hui... wah, almost made me rushed out the room and run back in, smashing the wooden door and jump onto the top of the table and shout at the top of my lungs, man!! argh!!!! His attention span is super super short! i just merely went thru with him two questions, then he started not to pay attention already.. he started laughing and saying bullshit this, bullshit that.. wah.. i almost shouted at him ar.. but i din la, to maintain my gentle and kind image as what all those kids perceived me to be.. haha! nah, i'm not trying to boast but i can really see they liked me a lot, cos when i came, all those kids would jump onto me like a koala bear (like as though, a walking tree arrived..) and shouted, "chae chae, chae chae!!!" haha! rather difficult to calm them down la, but still i loved it.. i feel really appreciated when i'm with them... in simple words, i just loved them too much that i want to bring all of them home!!!!! but, some of them are malays and indians leh.. i dunno what are their cultural practices and so.. but heck, who cares? i love them and i want them to be at home with me!!! but ar, taking care of them is really a very tiring job la, i can't possibly bring all of them home 1.. there are so many of them leh, i think there's more than 50 lor.. but, i dun meet all the children from the home, because some of them would be brought back by their parents liao..... oh no! i dunno what to write liao.. so, i got to end off here.. Bye!

(lookin forward to my next trip to the home!)

Thursday, February 16

I'm sOOOOOOoo SICK! dun wanna say why.. it's really tiring to say it out..

argh... i failed my geography test yesterday! Why do i always fail my geog tests ar? Dunno what's wrong with me leh.. haiz... stupid leh... these few days, i have been feeling so tired and unmotivated to do anything especially studying... so sick!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dunno why nobody can understand me, in this world!! i feel like dyingggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

Saturday, February 11

i'm very disappointed and unhappy over certain things.. firstly, it's over friendship and secondly about ...

Everytime, i will try my best to hide my feelings when u all made my blood boil, but at home, i will have to bear with it all alone! i'm so sick of this routine! And, the thing is, i have to put up a show in front of everybody in school or else, i will be condemned forever... i don't want that! arrgh..

if u don't like me/feel insecure with me/unhappy to be with me, just tell me straight, i really hate ppl who still continued to be with me despite their deep hatred in me.. and the best part is, u show me no respect at all, give me all ur disgusting crap, leave me aside at the corner and expect me to take them in silence.. then, out of a sudden, u treat me so well as if i'm ur best soulmate ever.. U make me feel so happy at one time, then the next minute, u treat me like dirt!! I told myself all the time, aiya, u are just feeling unhappy and moody at this moment la, that's y u are venting ur frustration to me now.. u should be ok later... But, this can't continue forever!!!! zzzzzzzzzz....................

Secondly, actually, i'm in quite a fix.. i actually fell for two guys since the middle of last year.. one of them graduated from school just recently and i just saw him yesterday, wah! he was so cute! haha! and he left me good memories... he makes me laugh whenever i look at him and i'm able to talk to him very comfortably and happily.. then, when i'm with him, i feel like i'm the luckiest girl on Earth.. The days i've spent with him were truly the happiest of my life.. maybe that's because it's the first time i had a serious crush on someone? well, but sadly, i can't have those days anymore... he has graduated already.. and he got really good results which i felt really proud of! i wish u all the best in your future.. the second one was the "newer" one.. i just liked him not too long ago.. as compared to the first guy which lasted for 3 years.. this one is really new.. he's funny, he makes me laugh and makes me go gaga over him sometimes, but recently, we lost contact suddenly.. so, i din think much of him.. and gave up all this crushing thing on him, but then, a few days ago, i came across pictures of him and i saw girls beside him in every one, furthermore, behaving in a rather intimate way.. omG! i felt like a stupid moron... yea, i know i shouldn't be thinking of love at such a young age.. but, it's like really disheartening to see such pics, i felt like crying! but hell no, i'm so NOT crying for a guy, man.. hell NOOO! well, think i should stop all these crap, it's seriously getting nowhere..so, i should concentrate on my studies instead.. zzzzz...

Ok, i will just bear with this for once more.. and that's the last chance, man! if it's going to be like that again, i will not blog again!! argh, it's really making me go bonkers! roar!! i want to bite someone's head off!!!! arGHhh!!!!!!

Wah, really can't calm down now, but what to do? life still have to go on.. oK!!! Yesterday was the release of the O level results.. ya, and i got B3 for my Math! WA, i was super duper overjoyed!!! I expected myself to fail or maybe just a mere pass for that because i didn't complete the whole of section B!! Well, that's because i didn't manage my time well.. I kept checking those questions I've completed to prevent myself from making any stupid and careless mistakes like i always do.. but this time, i've forgotten about managing my time efficiently, wah DUI leh! But heck, i still got B3!! haaha! But i will still retake my paper even if i get an A2.. i must score an A1 for my math, no matter what.. because that's my strongest area, as compared to.. erm.. every other subjects?? oh no! except accounts! I guess i'm those mathematical kind of person.. haha! Cos, i got A1 for my Math and Accounts for my N levels last year, and the others were all A2s.. So disgusting results indeed.. i should have scored one more A1 and then, i can have a 3 pointer already! yucks! but never mind la.. at least, in my L1R4 and L1R5, i got 8 and 10 points respectively.. still not too bad.. oh, in addition, i did my targets setting yesterday and i hope i can achieve them successfully! One year later, i will know by then... All the Best, KitYee!! Jia You!
This stupid blog is really driving me crazy!! The longest post of my life was deleted suddenly, ARGH!!!!! Why do i always have such experiences? In the past, my previous blog was also like that... being deleted! STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDDD! Don't know whether i should continue blogging or not leh!!